Things have been a little heated here the past few days and although I have been around, I have not been able to devote much time to the blog. I appreciate having other contributors on the blog that bring a different perspective to things. I know that right now it is frustrating that things are stagnant right now. There is only so much evidence I can dissect and form possible theories and opinions on and although I am emailed daily and given new possible pieces of the puzzle, I must investigate the new information on my own and see if it is accurate before I can post it. I also rely a lot on T4A and her remarkable cybersleuthing skills and some posts are on the back burner until she returns.
I think Grace's idea to take this blog up out of the muck where that other blog lurks is a good idea. I think that I got confused somewhere along the line as to which fight I was fighting. I came here with the intent to fight the good fight for Ayla and got dragged into mudslinging to make my bruised ego feel better. I know many of you have expressed the desire to eradicate "She who shall not be named" from this blog and the discussions and I am sorry I did not listen then and I hope Dana P. and any others that posted similar suggestions were not offended by my response to them and also not offended now.
I do want to add that before anyone forms a search party to go out looking for Ayla that they contact LE and ask permission and if the area you are planning on searching is off limits. I think it is great that people want to go out and search by LE has also stated that they have plans to do documented searches in some areas and I would not want potential evidence trampled on or disturbed. I also hope that no one will take matters into their own hands in the form of vigilante justice.
With that off my chest, I received an email from my favorite psychic. This is his theory of what possibly happened and why. JMH is working on a follow up post to this and hopefully it will be posted sometime this weekend.
Can Ayla Be Found.
The recovery of human remains is sometimes an extremely difficult or impossible puzzle to solve.
I became aware of Ayla's existence by chance and developed respectful affection towards her and her loved ones.
For three weeks I searched for a kidnapped little girl named Ayla. Many of the things I discovered did not make sense
and seemed illogical but I persisted hoping I could gather information of value to the authorities and other searchers.
After too many irregularities I stopped searching and detached from the situation.
Within forty-eight hours I came to peace with the situation and transitioned into a search for her remains.
The previous search while operating under false pretenses was partially successful in that a lot of valuable information
was gathered that was not available publicly at the time. I felt reassured that with forethought, and planning, a second full scale search
might determine if Ayla is recoverable. There is a required rest period between searches that allows the body and mind to recover its strength.
Having spent three weeks searching for Ayla the kidnapped little girl I can honestly say I served Justin DiPietro for three weeks of my life in the desperate search for his daughter. Having ascertained that Ayla was not abducted on December-17 from Waterville but was abducted from Portland around October-20
I gained my primary strategic insight about Justin.
In order to lie Justin requires a parallel event to lie about.
All statements regarding Ayla's abduction from Justin are descriptions of the Portland event.
"She has adjusted well."
"She probably thinks it's a game"
Once the strategy of "Parallel Lying" was notated all statements regarding her whereabouts became relevant to whatever parallel event he chose as a mirror. In the early stages of the pursuit of Ayla's kidnappers I consulted with a talented person who described Justin's parallel lying technique as a "Mirror Protocol" a way to tell the truth even when lying by displacing events onto an unrelated event.
An example of parallel lying. "Ayla did not meet her demise down in my house"
In this example his house is in Portland and the statement is therefore spoken as truth.
It is the same technique used in the CNN interview of his mom but honed to perfection.
The absolute misery Justin has created for himself is a result of the reliance on two functions.
The over reliance on parallel lying to manipulate and a deep rooted sense of loss because he has no father-son structures.
When I search the totality of Justin's life experiences for an understanding of the rationales that compose his pathology, always there is a return to issues of personal identity. In Justin's mind he perceives a lack of a father as the all inclusive cause and effect deficit that lies at the root of his inner conflicts. On that perceived injustice of destiny all of his narrative rationales are based.
In the current tragedy it became an emotional license to kill.
Similar to the idea of parallel lying Justin needs two objects to measure in comparison
to determine the true and false of any line of thought before engaging in deception.
Part of the difficult to understand projection and transference from Justin's
internal world outward to his external world is the all important crux issue of Justin's Father-Son themed conflict.
In this emotional conflict, parallel lying is the twisting force necessary to translate (parallel lie ) within his internal
Parent-Child conflict and then translate once again into the third step of the deadly conflict of Father-Daughter ending in his murder of Ayla.
Father Son - Conflict Origin
Parent Child - Conflict Base
Father Daughter - Conflict Twist
From within Justin's worldview it would be impossible to believe a child would reject a parent.
The entire structure of the Father-Son based system of thoughts is based on idealistic dreams.
The parallel lie stated as a rational is "I grew up without a father so..."
Within that rationale is the idea that Ayla is better off dead than living without her father.
When Justin murdered Ayla he engaged in a surrogate transference of murdering Himself and his Mother-Fatherless Son relationship.
Though Trista Reynolds and Ayla Reynolds may have served as surrogates, the conflict between mother and son over a fatherless
home remains. Killing the Justin surrogate Ayla as a child version of himself does not end the internal conflict of Father-Son identity
issues based on the Mother's life choices.
After the murder a period of extreme emotional affliction occurred due to the inability to properly sequence the parallel lie.
The lies are an entire system and worldview similar to a symphony of thoughts in a "disharmonious transposition."
The twist is not resolvable as; Father-Son / Parent Child / Father Daughter. There are thousands of logical arguments to the internal rational used for Ayla's murder and cover-up abduction.
This argument addresses the key coping strategy "Parallel Lying" and the key application " Fatherless Son" that becomes Ayla’s murder.
The correct parallel lie to Fatherless Son is the relationship of Motherless Daughter. A child who has no same sex role model as a parent
Justin created a Motherless Daughter by seizing control of Ayla. That was the last securable island of delusional thinking, the last stable place before the twists and inaccuracies would cause a internal emotional collapse. Once he crossed the line and took possession of Ayla by subterfuge any threat of disruption to the Fatherless Son verses Motherless Daughter would be unresolvable.
Father Son - Fatherless Son
Parent Child - Parentless Child
Mother Daughter - Motherless Daughter
Justin's surrogate murder of his self using Ayla as an object created a Daughterless Mother not a Motherless Daughter
The murder of the parallel mirror used fpr parallel lying dissolved the ability to parallel lie concerning the now Daughterless-Mother and Daughterless Father created by Justin's murder of Ayla.
A whole new trauma dynamic far realer than conveniently blaming every personal flaw or defect on the Father-Son lying system.
The system of Parallel Lying Justin applied to Father-Son conflict collapsed irrevocably leaving only Trista as a mother mirroring object to the shattered system. Hence the ongoing Trista ( Phoebe Surrogate) is to be hated and reviled for creating Motherless Daughters and Fatherless Sons.
Hence the removal or inability to acquire a parallel object for a lie relationship has caused an inability to lie and the need for silence.
The murder of Ayla as a surrogate for the "Father-Son" identity issues has only exacerbated his relationship to his Mother's
life choices. Now in a new setting he begins constructing the same situation from which he just tried to escape from.
A constant belittling by Justin the original Fatherless-Son angry at The Mother's choices onto the "surrogate object" Trista Reynold's.
The real target and subject matter of the attacks is a parallel lie system detailing Phoebe’s addiction to methadone and lifetime reliance on
government assistance and government employment to survive in her role as a lifetime unmarried mother of three with an alternative lifestyle.
No parallel lie object still exists.
The use of Trista to attack Pheobe seems shrill.
The system is broken and seems insane to outsiders.
A man murders a child and publicly taunts the mother of the child.
The Father-Son conflict verses The Mother rages internally, outsiders see only insanity.
Even were Justin to consider himself a female in a male body he is still not a Motherless Daughter, that was Ayla after Portland . By murdering and covering up the murder of his daughter he has murdered The Self & His Mother without His Father. His internal system of structured self deception has now collapsed as evidenced by commission of murder he awaits the inevitable arrival of a Justice Process & Possible Incarcerated Corrections.
An unverifiable story of Justin's youth told of an adventure in a Radio Shack.
Justin secreted himself away in the store for mischievous purposes but found he could not escape. He waited until he was discovered as the store personal arrived before opening to the public for the day. A simple event but possibly indicative of how Justin may approach the criminal justice process as a whole. If the future repeats the past, he remains silent pleads innocent and is tried by a jury determining his future.
I would wager that with the forces arrayed to prosecute and convict him that he shall die in prison of old age. His system of self deception now complete he never escapes this future version of the Radio Shack experience unto death.
If history repeats along those lines the outcome is thus:
He shall never admit guilt and plead out for a lesser sentence and recite the facts.
I conclude that he shall never return the remains of Ayla Reynolds under any conditions.
He shall die in prison proclaiming his innocence until he dies unable to dismantle the error in his primary parallel lie that lead to murder.
Father Son - Conflict Origin
Parent Child - Conflict Base
Father Daughter - Conflict Twist
Father Son Conflict Origin
Parent Child - Conflict Base
Mother Daughter - Conflict Parallel
Justin's case is a very similar parallel to those rare abduction and murder by stranger cases, with Ayla used as a dehumanized object of his own delusional projection system. A system originally built to prevent injury and limit trauma from the loss of a father figure role model, a system left unchecked and unbalanced due to the introduction of parallel lying as a primary strategy that then causes the far greater loss of Ayla’s entire natural life and Justin’s natural freedom when Parallel Lying is applied to the Father-Son conflict using Ayla as the resolution object.
Ayla does not fit into Justin's internal father-son conflict system that is managed by parallel lying.
He truly did not know the person he came to control.
A maximum of five visits over an eighteen month period.
She suffered a series of injuries and disappeared mysteriously.
It had the same predictable outcome of the rare stranger abduction.
The victim fulfilled certain deep pathological needs and is then discarded.
A true and profound tragedy of the first magnitude.
Studying the ongoing attacks on Trista Reynolds helps to understand the Phoebe-Justin dynamic.
Having escaped the family home and Phoebe, Justin is free to attack the Phoebe surrogate object Trista.
Now in a new setting he begins constructing the same situation from which he just tried to escape from in an inescapable loop.
He is primary role is no longer as a Fatherless-Son. His primary role is an now as an attacker of objectified female surrogates.
Ayla Reynolds, Trista Reynolds, Heidi Tudela, Angela Harry, Courtney Roberts are stepping stones that lead to the revenge upon and destruction of Phoebe Dipietro.
The Son unable to acquire A Father destroys The Mother.
The crime and aftermath is satisfying to Justin as long as he remains silent. Periodically the silence becomes stifling and he speaks out in burst of incoherence. Justin has departed sanity.