I read the messages and did not see anywhere where Trista threatened she was going to take Ayla or anything of the sort. Why not release the messages prior to Ayla being taken as well? Those were the messages everyone was interested in. The ones were Justin claims he was threatened and didn't think the person would actually go through with it, You know the ones I mean right Heidi? I think these messages show a young mother who misses her daughter, who wanted to be a complete family with the father of her daughter and yearns for that. She was conflicted in knowing what to believe and has struggled with issues within her own family in the past and wants to trust him but is not sure. What would we see if we had Justin's responses? Was he manipulating her? Was he trying to stay one step ahead of the investigation? What if the messages went a little more like this?
Justin: Look what you got me into the middle of? You know I am no good at taking care of kids, I can barely take care of myself...
Trista: U know just as well as i do if i was clean and not using I wouldn’t have had to go to rehab and ask u to take ayla.
Justin: I told ya, I'm from a broken home and all I care about is myself. Do your family shit with someone else. I just wanted a roll in the hay baby! that's all any girl is to me or...Trista: You being w courtney and having ayla being the family that i want us to give ayla weather it ment us just getting together to take ayla out or really being a family. Its all ive wanted since i was 15 to have children and start a family. Why do u think i rushed into w ray i thought ayla and I were missing
Justin: I want that too, I have always cared about you Trista.
Justin: You know they are having a f'n vigil? Why can't people just get over it already and stay out of my life or...
Justin: There is going to be a vigil, Are you going? I would like to see you but not sure if I am going to go. Everybody is being so mean to me.
Trista:Are you going to the vigil. I want to go. I’m so mad I want to be there for our daughter.
Justin: I've got enough people telling me what to do Trista, so stop trying to guilt me into going to some damn vigil or...
Justin: Yes, babe. I am going to the vigil. I would give you a ride but I think Courtney is going to be here and you know how she gets...
Trista:Seeing u cry just broke my heart. I know you love ayla and I can’t wait for her to be returned to us.
Justin: So why did you have to name me as the baby daddy? I was perfectly happy thinking I had no kid out there or...Justin: Trista why are you doing this to me? I am so hurt. I thought you believed me!!!!!
Trista:Someday when I see u face to face ill tell u but texting half a book about my life to explain would take hours. U may not believe but i am sorry for putt[ing] hatred toward u
Justin: Trista, please don't turn your back on me. I need you right now. The public hates me. Why can't they see me like you do?
Trista:We both are dealing with this and sometimes I wish we could just cry together. No one understands how are feeling or what we are dealing
Justin: Courtney really hates that I have your baby here, she made an ultimatum that it was your baby or HER
Justin: why are you telling people what I told you? I said not to say anything? Do you want me to go to jail or what? Now your stepdad is talking shit about me!Trista: Im ready to go on a murdering spree
Trista:I dont know I just told my step dad ayla was the only one in the room so i dont know. Justin i cant control what ppl write and he controls thd site im talking to him
Trista:My step dad has a timeline of ayla he wants you to see and have a copy of it.
Justin: Yeah, anything he can do to make the public stop making me out to be a monster. You know I am not a monster. I don't want to go to jail.
Trista:He would love to. U got an email? If not he said he would make you one and put it on ay’s page.
Justin: Can we trust him? Your family hates me.
Trista:Jeff is nothing like my family hes a smart intellegent man
Trista:Where u trying to make courtney ays mom? From what ive read she spent every weekend w u and ayla. Justin that girl saw ayla more then me and im her mother that hurts
Justin: Please don't be mad. I was upset that you were with that Ray and he was raising our daughter. Do you know how much that killed me?
Trista:Im not mad just really hurt. But i guess i know what it must felt like for you when ray was always w her and not u. Im sorry u didnt get to meet her when she first came into the word im truly sorry justin
Justin: No one can replace you Trista, not to Ayla not to me. Courtney was just someone to keep the other side of the bed warm and to help me take care of our daughter. I told you not to be jealous. You know I love you and only you
Trista:Like no one can replace u. I do feel like I owe courtney a thank u for being there for our daughter. U tell me theres no reason to be jealous and there is alot to be jealous about.
Justin: I wish I could see you. I would drive there now but your family hates me. Have you tried explaining to them I didn't hurt Ayla? They can't know the truth. My family is covering for me, now we need yours.
Trista:Im having a serious break down and u know whats funny my family tell me it not there problem. Nice huh? U r lucky to have a family that is there for u and supports u
Justin:You need to talk to someone or go back on some meds. It will help (Me that is)You have a lot on your plate. I wish I could be there to help you but you know I can't be seen with you.
Trista:I don’t have a doctor so some therapist want u to be hospitalized befor they will treat and i dont want to go into a mental hospital the media would eat that shit up and i cant leave ray my lil man needs me. Its ok. I know I need to get bk on my meds but I don’t want to go inpatient I cant leave lilman I haven’t had any of them since October. Im hoping community counseling has openings they r a walk in clinic
Justin: Courtney got mad when she saw some of the messages and said some shit online. She also said she saw some stuff online that you told a mutual friend or some shit that we were getting back together. I told you not to say anything
Trista:I love how pple have nothing better to do w themselfs that they have to talk shit. Justin u believe me right?
Trista:Justin I didn’t right it I don’t want to fight I asked for some things to be changed why do I get the blame for my family and their actions
Justin: Did you take Ayla? Courtney said she doesn't know what happened to Ayla. She thinks you took her. I went to Portland to help move some stuff and come back and Ayla's gone. Why would Courtney lie to me?
Trista:I didn’t take ayla justin and I don’t know who did I can’t believe you think I would do that to our daughter. I left her with u because you could provide for her give her a stable living environment i told you all this i wanted her with you.
Trista:U take them as lies and I have told the media Justin and im not agaisnt u or ur family I will not speak for my family but ive neuer been agaisnt u guys.
Trista: I wanted to talk to u about my interview. I told bryan I painted the negative pic of you in the beginning . that u are a wonderful person a wonderful dad and I take full blame for you not knowing about ayla.Justin: I don't want to talk right now. I am angry and I don't want to say something I will regret later.
Justin: How do I look? What are they talking about? Hurry tell me!Trista:U r on nancy grace.
Trista: They r talking about our polygraphs
Justin: Oh, that shit again. I smoked that!
February 2Trista: Im ready to killJustin: Oh stop being so dramatic. I told you the truth. Someone took Ayla and she is safe. We will get her back as soon as I get my money. Then we can start a family like I promised.
Trista:Justin stop getting mad, I didn’t hear just from nancy grace. Msp has told me that themselfs what would u do if this was the other way around and you were on the outside like me I believe you justin I know you wouldn’t hurt ayla
Trista:Hey hunnie. I didn’t hang up on you. Ronnies phone ran out of talking minutes. Don’t know whats left for texting ill stay in contact as much as I can
Justin: Trista I was so worried. I thought you were mad. I love you I really do. Please don't stop talking to me. I did this all for you.
Trista:Yeah but why are they saying they know for sure it warmt an abduction and it came from inside your house? I’ll defend you all the way and I’ll keep doing. You are A good dad justin and I know you loved Ayla.
Justin: Bob? Why? I don't talk to Bob, Lance dragged him into this. Stupid Lance... I didn't hurt Ayla. I don't care what anyone says.Trista:Oh and have you heard anymore from bob
Justin: Why does your family keep doing this? Why won't they let us be? They are always filing your head with shit. Once this is all over and I have the money, we are going far away from your family. They are not going to keep us apart. Just trust me a little longer babe.Trista:I didnt think you did or would Justin and im sorry for asking dont even know why i did. And i truly dont believe you would ever do something to our daughter.
Trista:Justin I hear you hunnie. And you know when i noticed something i came to you but i dont want to think they would do something but maybe they would for us Because thats my family and they thought by telling you that you would stay away but you didnt
Trista:To fight beautse you know my family has always hated seeing us get along and being parent to Ayla together
Justin: I know but I wish they would just shut their mouths. What do you want me to say about Bob Vear and that vigil? I really don't want to go to a vigil in Waterville. Too many people know me there...
Trista:Aylas bday is in 2 months and I dont want us missing that especially since u didnt get to be with us last year. So I give u permission to put up on aylas website that you or I do not agree with any events by bob for ayla. You know i wish i could turn to your family for support but i bet i wouldnt get it
Justin: My family doesn't want us together either. They are mad that you didn't get an abortion. They don't want to be supporting no more kids and Elisha is pissed I moved back home. You always have me though. I really do love you, when I am with Courtney all I can think about it you...
Justin: Great Lance started more crap. The Justin kid Elisha was with was running his mouth, police were bound to start asking questions. We had to shut him up but I told Lance not do it in broad daylight.Trista:Why do you think i said i know they wouldnt. Justim i never ment for your family to hate me or not like me thats the last thing i wanted. As long as i know I got you i con turn to thats all that matters you got to admitt we have come along way with one another
Trista:Justin its crazy shit thats all. Lance alright? And weather you saw it or not i know lance wouldnt just fucking hit someone so he prob had a good reason
Justin: Lance is okay, he's tough but I think he needs to lay low. I didn't see or hear anything, that's my story and I am sticking to it. Love ya
Justin: Trista, it is just someone Courtney knows, I told you she knew we were talking, she is just trying to get you riled up. Trust me please! I don't love her, only you. Ayla is fine and we will be a family againTrista:I JUST AN EMAIL FROM A FRIEND OF YOURS THAT STATES HE SAW YOU THROWING AYLA THAT THEY WHERE IN THE HOUSE. YOU KNOW WHAT JUSTIN IF I FIND OUT YOU OR THAT NIGGER GF OF YOURS HURT MY DAUGHTER I WILL BE YOUR WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE. YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEND TO HER I AM NOT FUCKING STUPID PLEASE JUST TELL ME WHAT HAPPEND OR WHERE SHE IS. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD SOMEONE WILL PAY
Trista:Justin the life insurance was not explained very well and you did say you were looking into terminating cs. Look heres the truth my family is saying we are releasing this weather i want it to be or not justin they put in my head you did this and hunnie you dont help with making yourself look like a monster when u aren’t out there begging and pleading and msp have a lot to do with it and i have told everyone u are not a monster
Justin: I guess it is over then? You are believing your family over me? Whatever Trista, I thought I could trust you. Is there anything I can do to change your mind? I love you I always will. You are the mother of my child
Trista:Can I have back all of aylas things that you may have especially her new clothes I had just bought for her I know msp took a lot for evident. do you think you could do that? I had a dream she came home and it seemed so real.
Justin: I warned you. No you can't have her shit back. Screw you Trista. I will make everyone think you took her. You shouldn't have screwed me over like this.
Funny how things can go a different way depending on how you look at it. Why didn't Justin release his side of things? Afraid the truth about how manipulating he really is will come out? Afraid his money hungry, greedy ways will come to light? Why should Trista or Jeff feel the need to respond to this? What do they owe anyone? They certainly don't owe the JSTL blogger a damn thing. Why didn't the blogger release the other messages? Oh that's right, Derek didn't give that part to her. I wonder why?