Saturday, March 24, 2012

Expose On The TTLOM Cult

Ayla Reynolds is not the first child that has disappeared under suspicious circumstances, nor is she the first child to have her case be publicized on the news and on the web. This is the first case of a missing child that I am aware of that the public has not come together to support the child but instead have chosen a parent to side with. Online wars have been waged and somewhere along the way people have forgotten that there is a beautiful little girl that is missing and needs to be brought home.

The majority of people who have followed this case and the release of the evidence feel that the evidence points in one direction and that this was never a kidnapping. The blood, the life insurance policy, the broken arm, and the lack of Justin speaking out for his daughter has been pretty damning in the public's perception of this case. Ayla has touched the hearts of many and for us to think that she was abused and possibly even killed at the hands of her father is almost too much to bear for some of us and we have congregated online to discuss theories and ideas and provide support not only for Ayla but to her mother and maternal family who must be going through the worst time of their lives. We have been labelled as "Trista Supporters" by those who refuse to look at the whole picture and instead explain away each individual piece in order to continue in their belief that Justin is innocent and is the real victim in all of this. They say it with contempt, as if supporting the mother of a missing toddler is a bad thing. I prefer to be labelled as an "Ayla Supporter" but am in no way offended by their title for us. I would rather support Trista over Justin any day of the week.

There is also another group that has seemed to form itself in this case, they are not neccessarily "Justin Supporters" but are Anti-Trista. These people admit that they are pretty sure that Justin is responsible for Ayla's disappearance but claim they don't want to rush into judgment. They don't seem to be open to the theory that some stranger walked in off the street like Justin initially claimed but they do think it is possible that Trista is responsible. They are the ones that are mostly responsible for the contrary opinions here on this blog and others. They seem to want to destroy Trista and her family but could careless if Justin ends up being guilty or not.

The true "Justin Supporters" don't post regularly on blogs. They hide in their closed group on facebook and discuss what they read here and elsewhere amongst each other in their secluded group. Occassionally one or two will pop in to comment or "start a fire" here or on another blog and then will retreat back to the confines of their group. Many people have joined TTLOM because they thought the group was for people who were not so quick to pass judgement on the guilt of either parent. These people thought they were escaping the daily battles that were taking place elsewhere and going to a site that's sole mission was to find Ayla. Many of these original members of the group are no longer there, they were disgusted to see that once they were allowed in that Ayla was only mentioned as an afterthought and the sole purpose of the group was for people to defend Justin as if he were a God of sorts and to bash Trista and anyone who thought Justin was guilty. The ones that stayed on and tried to point this out were immediately booted from the group, It is okay for Angela and Heidi to accuse others of doing the same thing they are doing behind closed doors but if anyone dares to call them out on it, "Off with their heads!". Members that wanted to stay because they wanted to see what information could be gleaned from this site learned right away to either stay quiet or agree with Heidi and Angela or they would lose access. Others stayed because they were friends or family of Justin and wanted to believe in his innocence, although many of them have since decided on their own to leave the group. The group is now mainly people who have ties to the DiPietros and cannot bear to think they were responsible, others who chose to believe his story because the alternative is too much to bear, and those who need to feel included and special and can only do so in a smaller, private setting.

I had heard stories about what was talked about behind the closed doors of TTLOM but I couldn't believe some of it. I was given a tip by a computer savvy friend on how to view the information being exchanged over there even though the group is supposedly private, I am afraid that this will probably be a mistake mentioning because I am sure Angela will do everything in her power to figure out the glitch and shut me down but I have collected enough from there that if this happens so be it.

The more I read from TTLOM, the more concerned I am of it's cultish behaviors of those running it. Some of you will probably post in the comment section, what does this have to do with finding Ayla? Why are you attacking another group? I come here to read about updates on Ayla. Well, it has a lot to do with the information we are recieving on this case. Justin either chose Heidi and Angela to talk to the public for him, or they have taken it upon themselves. Angela released a timeline of events leading up to Ayla's disappearance that has since been removed from the internet because it was pointed out by others that it was filled with inconsistencies. They have refuted evidence released by law enforcement and have pointed the finger at Trista, they claim that they know the truth and it will come out in time. Well, Ayla is missing and the time for the truth to come out is NOW, not in time. We are expected to believe them and not question them even though they have been caught in numerous lies. I am giving you a look at the TRUE people running TTLOM and I feel it is extremely relevant especially if we are supposed to continue to take their words for it because they say so.

"A cult is a group or movement exhibiting a great or excessive devotion or dedication to some person, idea or thing and employing unethically manipulative techniques of persuasion and control (e.g. isolation from former friends and family, debilitation, use of special methods to heighten suggestibility and subservience, powerful group pressures, information management, suspension of individuality or critical judgment, promotion of total dependency on the group and fear of [consequences of] leaving it, etc.) designed to advance the goals of the group's leaders to the actual or possible detriment of members, their families, or the community."[42]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult

The Type of People Who May Join a Cult:

Most experts agree, though, that whether the joiner is young or old, certain predisposing factors may facilitate attraction to a cultic system, the success of recruitment and indoctrination efforts, and the length and depth of involvement. These factors include:
  • A desire to belong
  • Unassertiveness (the inability to say no or express criticism or doubt)
  • Gullibility (impaired capacity to question critically what one is told, observes, thinks, and so forth)
  • Low tolerance for ambiguity (need for absolute answers, impatience to obtain answers)
  • Cultural disillusionment (alienation, dissatisfaction with the status quo)
  • Idealism
  • Susceptibility to trance-like states (in some cases, perhaps, due to prior hallucinogenic drug experiences)
  • A lack of self-confidence
  • A desire for spiritual meaning
  • Ignorance of how groups can manipulate individuals3
http://www.apologeticsindex.org/265-who-joins-cults-and-why

I am going to copy and paste some "private" discussions from TTLOM and you can all be the judge of whether or not it falls into the category of cult like behaviors. I am interested in seeing what you all think. I am going to warn you all, This is an incredibly long post and this is only a few of the posts I have saved. There are sooo many more interesting ones that show just how hypocritical the secret members of TTLOM are and how they claim that we are pointing the finger at Justin but they are not pointing the finger at Trista and her family. It also shows how little they talk about Ayla and instead spend so much time defending themselves and Justin. The last post is from Angela and it is long so I don't blame you for not being able to make it through the whole post. I added a few commentaries of my own and they are in red.

M W I have been out anonymously starting fires. Have a nice night ladies, I'm headed home for dinner and a movie with my family before they trade me in for a mom who doesn't have a blackberry permanently attached to her hand/face. Big hugs ♥
Good to know Melissa that you have so much time on your hands that you admit to instigating things on other blogs all for the sake of Ayla right?

C C angela cloukey- this blogger has lost herself in her own evils. do not waste your time, i promise.
This is our own Cristine, and she of course is referencing me. I have lost myself in my own evils of trying to find Justice for Ayla???
A C Thanks Christine, I usually do not read this stuff, but it showed up in my newsfeed this morning. I try to avoid the blogs as much as possible and just stay here for information.
C C I do think it's okay for some of us to read the blogs that are being offered by Trista's family...I don't think this one is helpful at all and she will learn her lesson in the end...but just a piece of advice, you of course can read whatever you want!
C C
Which makes me think...why is everyone bashing on people who speak up for Justin while Trista has her own supporters as well speaking up for her? I really don't get that argument at all. Trista has done interviews, Justin has done interview...s. Trista has a group of supporters, Justin has a group of supporters...so what is the big deal? If someone didn't have supporters that would say an awful lot about them wouldn't it?
A C
I truthfully think some of it is spite and jealousy, and that all of here can voice opinions without being attacked, we can usually talk civilly. I have read a lot of the same comments on those blogs, and most seem to be about the blood and... the insurance policy, justiin is dealing drugs, ayla was in his care so he must have done something to her and his family knows about it but won't give him up. I feel that it would be hard for his entire family to keep their story straight if they were trying to cover something up.
C D
I have a question. Ok...two questions. 1) on the blog it says that Trista was asked for Ayla's SS# so that Pheobe could start a college fund, as she had for Gabby. I have read MANY places that LIFE INSURANCE POLICY'S on children are OFTE...N used as an affordable way to save for college. Why was this correlation(sp?) not made on the blog?? Oh right. Because that would be LOGICAL. 2) HOW is it wrong that Justin claim Ayla on his tax's? Even if she only lived with him for two months- he pays CHILD support. In order to claim a child, they have to live with you for at least six months of the year OR you have to be able to proove that you pay at least 50% of their expenses for supporting them. Justin was working. Trista was not working. Who was paying more towards supporting her? I would guess he is well within his legal bounds to claim her on his taxes. Can anyone clarify?
J V I know with taxes and i do believe this is correct to be a dependant they just have to be living with you at the end of the year and you must provide at least 50% of thier support It is only for the earned income credit that they must live with you for 6 months. There is a big difference between a dependant and earned income credit
L C I kinda thought he had the right to have her ss#... after all, he is her father. i think they make mountains out of molehills over there
Heidi T Trista & Justin had a conversation about it they agreed he would claim her she told him to.
C D ‎^Heidi...that comment literally made me laugh out loud. Of COURSE she told him too...because NOW she has no idea how he "dared to do that" or whatever. Holy crap. This gets better and better. I'm about to offer "their camp" any extra shovels I have laying around 'cause their holes keep getting deeper and deeper
Heidi T
Angela it is okay. I like that they are copy and pasting. Past away. I will keep saying it. I am okay with what I say. Because it is the truth. And I did just hop over there and read a little. I did not keep going but read the first few para graphs. And it is fine. They can try and twist things. I saw said what I said. And it is true. I know the 4 drops Justin was shown are confirmed to be Ayla's he told me that. The police have that. I did not see that. I worded it wrong the first time I wrote. Oh well I write so much. I saw the other samples circled on the floor that were little circles. So no worries just do not have time to worry over their silliness. You should not either
Thanks for the permission Heidi! :)

D M  Okay, I deleted the entire thread, I did realize several things, I was completely offending people I did not intend to offend. My stance is in order to find Ayla, real issues, painful issues must be addressed. That does not seem to be wanted on this page. It is nice to do our praying and vigils but the ultimate truth is that is obviously not all its going to take to bring this baby home. If it was she would be home by now. The truth is sometimes painful and I have always been kinda out there with my opinions as most of you know. Do I believe Drugs had any part of Ayla being missing? Yes, in fact I do. The rehab, the allegations against Jessica, the arrest of Cournteys sister and the admitted use of "legal" drugs by grandma Becca. These are tough issues and painful issues, but if anyone is going to try to tell me that those cute little family pictures was the entire life that baby has had so far I think someone is living in a fairy tale land. You can't even tell me Justin didnt know of Briana's ummm, dealings. As far as I am concerned it all needs to come out on the table for us to know the truth an for any chance of bringing AYLA home. Hiding the truth about anyone in that situation is stealing from Ayla!! Does anyone agree with that?
S J I am very proud of the way you ladies conduct this site. I come here as I would church...to giv e up prayer with those who are doing the same.I am not normally in your face person...I let things roll off my back...but this isnt rolling. I just want to say thank you for giving people a place to come where there is no hate filled posts...just love for Ayla. ♥
Wow, Selena really? You have had no problem joining in and starting hate filled posts on JSTL
D M lol....I need something to calm me down. The fact that the other grandparents didnt even acknowledge her 3 month mark makes me sooo sick, they didnt deserve her in the first place. THEY should be sitting at a table together brainstorming and trying to find this sweet lil baby who hopefully is with good people and not strangers. Please come home Ayla. LE also tried in the Kimberly Moreau case and she has been missing for over 25 years. Screw LE. oops sorry.
I would advise most of you to ignore Dale, some of you may be familiar with her from other Facebook pages, I question her sanity and apparently she has found a place she fits right in.
L C Selena, I think I can speak for pretty much everyone here when I say that, even though we don't know Ayla, we love her. She has become as much of our day as our own kids. We will keep doing what we can to bring her home. And I believe that prayers are the way to go. God brings us miracles every day. ♥
M W Dale, I appreciate your passion for Ayla. We really do try to keep the sticks and stones to a minimum on this page. There are a ton of blogs and pages that throw down about who did what and when. This page is mainly for Ayla and those who love her. If you think for a second that LE are the only people looking for Ayla, your wrong. If you think for a second that there aren't a crap ton of people dedicated to actually finding her actively looking every day and most nights, you're wrong. People are looking, and not just on the streets and in shopping centers and that includes her daddy. Ayla has a highly focused team of bad ass baby finders on her side. This I'm sure of. No matter where she is and who has her, she's coming home. That you can believe.
M W Everything posted is "propaganda". It's how it is used or applied that makes people uncomfortable and that is what we try to avoid on this page. As a rule, when anyone here is headed down that road others step up to pull them back. Like I said, there a ton of other places for that kind of heated discussion. We are respectful of each other and our mission. That is fair.
Really, Melissa? Seems to me that bashing is allowed as long as it is not towards poor Justin or your secret group. You don't pull them back in, you kick them out of the group!!
M S There was another false rumor--that the cops were searching around Thomas College. Turns out WPD and Thomas college have joint criminal justice program going on. Nothing to do with Ayla.
L C Just remember... the people who are starting these rumors, are people who believe Justin did something to Ayla. Therefore, they are thinking negative about everything. We don't believe Justin did anything, so even if they were searching, should we be worried? i don't think so. Because I stand by what I believe. And that is that Ayla is missing. She is alive
Of Course you don't believe Justin did anything, great job reinforcing this so the other members don't forget it. Does Justin really think she is missing? Why hasn't he been out looking for her? Oh wait! That's right, he got a reliable tip she was at the RedBox and the Liquor Store.
D M Do we remember all the finger pointing and trash talk not so long ago about the Paternal side of Ayla's family? The more the Maternal members talk the guiltier they look. Lets see none of them could pass a lie detector test except I guess the little brother. Sister was arrested on a warrant which the Maternal are now saying was for unpaid fines for driving after suspension. Interesting the police didnt catch that earlier? And Grandma Becca is a prescription pillhead, lets see, muscle relaxants, pain killers and depression meds. So again, I say if Jessica didnt have a license and the babies were being transported back and forth to Portland from Lewiston, where was the safety in that? I also just read another blog that said sister Jessica was into drugs as well. Sooo, with that said, the angry sister and Trista could be and have been since day 1 as far as I am concerned prime suspects. Also if Justin thought for a minute that he was going to have to hand Ayla back over to Trista in her "situation". It's not a surprise that our Beautiful Angel Ayla is missing. Just which family had her taken and hidden is the question?
No trash talking permitted in this group, yeah right.
Angela L H
There is no reason for it except trying to drive public opinion. It is sad and scary, and it makes me shake my head at the state of things. Not to mention that they got so up in arms when another blogger used bad pictures of Trista (and t...hen the blogger removed them because of pressure over that I guess) But he uses the one picture of Courtney where she's overheated and sitting on the pavement after a summer day at an airshow. :/ No there is no valid reason, other than to heighten the RAGE factor. It does nothing to help in any way, IF one's goal is to find the truth and Ayla.
D M For Crying out loud, didn't Jeff just post that Courtney laughed at Trista twice recently, now Trista is saying she has never met her. Somebody needs to seriously get their stories straight. How can anyone have any compassion for any of those fn LIARS? Wow.
D M Intersting that their are now so many more outward conflicts in the maternal sides stories. Jeff stated that Trista was on the way to the hospital with lil Ray when Courtney laughed at her from the Roberts residence. Unless I am mistaken Trista doesn't drive nor does she have a vehicle so how in the world would Courtney possible know it was Trista riding by in a random vehicle? I also find it interesting that the Roberts Residence is right on the way to the hospital and if this was during the day, why didn't Trista take Ray to his regular pediatrician, if he even has one?
L C Ok. But if they are trying to say ayla was unhappy with Justin, they really need to stop showing that picture of her laying in the grass :)
One picture out of how many?
Heidi T She was happy and very comfortable with him
Heidi T And he with her to see him with her you would think he had never missed a day with her.
 Heidi T Dale Justin does not know where Ayla is he wishes with all his heart he did.
Heidi, have you seen them together? Do you know for a fact? I am also quite sure Justin does know where Ayla is and he prays every day no one else finds her.
Angela L H
I never made a "Help Find Ayla" facebook page, by the way. My facebook pages are only this one and the public page by the same name. They are the only ones I've *EVER* had. Just FYI. And yes, funny that the person chooses to not tell the entire statement. Crazy how that works.... What's crazy is that ALL of these people have misreported and gotten things wrong a hundred times more than I did in that one website page of mine that started it all... and no one sees the hypocrisy of their hating me for insignificant tiny corrections, while loving all those that blatantly lie and misreport fake facts. this all makes me have so much empathy for so many people that have gone through situtations where the public takes a hold of them this way. I know it is mean, but I now want so badly for all the people that are doing this to us to go through the exact same thing. I want them to have something happen that angers the nation, have them try so hard to express the truth that they know, and be ridiculed and called liars and dragged through the mud for months. I know it's mean but I also know that some people don't know until it happens to them just how insane this all is. So many people think that there must be some truth to what is being said about all of us involved, since so many people are saying these kinds of things...when the reality is that there is no truth to any of it. We are not terrible people. At all
So, Trista's family and all the other people who think Justin is guilty are terrible people? You want something bad to happen to us? A little harsh isn't it? Angela's nickname should be ME,ME,ME!!

Heidi T Guess what though Ang I would much rather any day be the person who is telling the truth and people are telling lies about me then be the person who is being dishonest who people are being fooled by. The truth lasts. Liars do not
Angela L H Very funny Leisha. ;) you're right- it is a shame.(having to remove people from the closed group) Those that I am not able to send messages to because of privacy settings make it even harder. I dislike having to do it, but we've got work to do and I just can't have all this continuing forever. They obviously won't stop hating us but it's just ridiculous to keep those people in this group and keep getting hammered.
Deleting more people because they think there is a mole, keep weeded them out until there is only a few and you will still be asking the same question. :)
C C

Hey...hold on a second...not for one chance does anyone control my mind except me. Justin has nothing to do with what I believe...I CHOOSE to believe Justin did not hurt Ayla. He did NOT choose me to become a supporter to control what I thi...nk. I also choose to think beyond what someone says...including the media, and including what LE puts out there... They don't, that's their problem, not mine. Believing Justin is not a problem though it's my choice
Keep telling yourself that Cristine....
 
Heidi T Dale not sure Courtney knew Trista? Maybe only through Justin? Everyone please remember take take what is said on other sites with a grain of salt
But what is said on TTLOM is GOSPEL!
Heidi T There are more than one samples of blood. They are not saying that the rest of the samples the "more than a small cuts worth is Ayla's" that is where the confusion sets in

Heidi T
And just to be super clear everyone the samples taken were not even confirmed to be blood. could have been koolaid for all we know. They only confirmed the 4 spots to be blood and Ayla's the rest is unknown. It could be blood , could be old stains, could be someone else's from anytime in years past. Ny thought is that if that too were Ayla's and it was all tested at the same time they would have known it too was Ayla's so it was not and was a tactic
D M Everything I am reading on that page is saying liars and hypocrites!!!!
My thoughts exactly Dale!
 Heidi T

Police can say whatever they want in an investigation to anyone. And I agree with Ang they could have misheard and LE do not have to correct them. Simply because they do not want to. Or LE wants to mislead on purpose to get reactions... So we may never know. I only know what I know. Ayla was not harmed in that house. And she was not in basement. And there is no blood that is more than a small cut in that house from Ayla because nothing happened in home to cause that. The truth will tell that when she is found. And she will be found alive and well. We will not stop looking for her no matter how many times Parts of her family try to convince us she should not be looked for. :(
What part of her family would that be Heidi?

M S In that case, LE was using the tabloids to release damaging info against the accused person, to sway public opinion against the accused. So this picture of a supposed bloody bathroom was released by LE and published in a tabloid.

I have to wonder if what LE could be doing is using Jeff to release damaging information in the same way. Or maybe Jeff is using such tactics on his own. Either way, using such tactics does not result in reliable information getting out there, only information intended to sway public opinion.
M S Jeff's motive all along has been to paint Justin as guilty, while he insists that Trista is so innocent that she is "incapable of lying". I think Jeff is not impartial in his statements and information. So whatever info comes from him needs to be taken with a big grain of salt.
I have long had suspicions that Mickey Sullivan is one of the JSTL's alias accounts.
Heidi T Question if police found a cup of blood that WAS Ayla's why wouldn't they have told Justin that. Why only tell him the 4 spots were confirmed to be her's. And it was not a splatter just clarifying that it was drops.
Heidi T Elina LE has a plan with this. They have from the beginning I feel. And although many in the public feel that "we" have a right to know things. They simply feel that we only have a right to know what they deem is necessary. And is going to help the case.
Heidi T I will say I believe the crime lab is done testing blood. They know who's blood is who's. And what is blood and what is not. Our crime lab here is not that slow. Or inefficient.
M R P In my opinion the MSP needs to control what McCausland says more than they do....like have a written statement that he reads verbatim. He seems to put his own words into things. I've seen it since he'd been the spokesperson. He doesn't seem overly smart to me, so that's why I think they need to do that
Are you serious? I hope LE is reading this! You don't seem overly smart to me Missy
Heidi T
Jeff why aren't you hoping your grandchild is alive instead of fighting to prove she is dead? Is it because I have been asking the question based on what facts? Is that why he is now throwing out there the one cup fact? He is very predicta...ble that way. However LE has not said there is a cup. LE has not said there is more than the few drops that were shown to Justin that was Ayla's so that IS the statement I am going to stick with. NOT Jeff's.
Heidi T
LE has said that no one has been rule out. That they have said. If you listen very carefully to LE and not Trista's family you can hear the truth. The only thing that LE has ever said is that they do not believe that everyone in that house ...is telling them everything they know. And it does not pass the straight face test. It is a great way to keep both sides in limbo. I am sure LE does not know what has happened or what to believe who does. If they did this case would be solved. Unfortunately until either LE find her first of She is returned no one will know what happened. Only the person who has her knows only they can fix this and tell the truth
Keep feeding them the bull, Heidi. Keep them loyal!


Angela L H
Hi Everyone. I know some of you were wondering about the big drop in numbers the past 24 hours. I removed a lot of people. Just trust me. :) The good ones will come back. ♥ Need to be able to focus on finding Ayla, and the more drama they create the less we can really do that. For the time being this is what we need
Read: If you step out of line I will delete you.

L CI think all the comments on that site are from a bunch of a$$ kissers, if you ask me! I love the ones about Trista being a true mother. Laughable

Angela L H ‎- I noticed the same thing about the "not allowing anons" I'm guessing anons who present other perspectives will be deleted. Okay...I want to just let that be the first and last time I go there. And can I just ask, what is it with the people (like Petr Hytt) who have to have the "total views" tickers? I specifically opted not to put one on my website, because it just seems weird to me to do it.

J C Heidi in one of the comments it said that you said you see the blood spots.
Heidi T The only place I saw spots were at Justin's house and they were just a few and they were def not a cup just few marks on floor and they were not confirmed even to be blood. I did not see the pics that Justin was shown.
Heidi T I saw it when I was over there helping them clean weeks later
Heidi T This is just disgusting. Is this what they are talking about over there???? About how much blood is in a baby's body? I might throw up

K P THEY are disgusting! What is wrong with these people? UGH!!!
Leisha Crutchley Why doesn't he talk about how much they want ayla found instead of how much blood is in her body. I'm sorry, but no family would assume their child dead without proof, unless they want everyone else to believe it.
Hmmm, if it is so disgusting and we are vile, aren't you discussing the same thing right now? Can you say HYPOCRITE?
Heidi T Keep talking Jeff and Trista :)

Angela L H

Awesome. Now, since I've updated my website, the idiots are going to go on a rampage, stating that I updated mine AFTER Hanson did his, which will be a lie, and they will tell me I'm crazy if I try to counter their lies. They will say I'm trying to get into a website contest with him. And interestingly...the very people who attacked me for having a blog included in a missing child's website---where ALL I even did was make severaldifficult this must be to go through-- are the same people who will see nothing wrong with his missing childs website turning into this.
ME, ME, ME again

J T Fuck them..(Well..not literally. We know they get around)
No bashing or trash talk allowed here...what a joke...

L C Love the new stuff, Angela :) Team Ayla all the way!
Just because you throw in a "Team Ayla" now and then does not make this group about Ayla.

A C
Keep your head u Angela! You have done an awesome job and the people who want to continue to trash talk you and heidi are so closed minded it could be 100degress out and somebody could tell them it was snowing and they would believe it bec...ause somebody else said it so it must be true. We can try to fight fire with fire but it takes the focus off of finding Ayla. The truth will eventually come out, in the mean time we need to keep Ayals name and picture out there so people will continue to look for her. Before I joined this group I felt that something bad happened and that justin and trista were both involved but that didn't sit right in my heart, after joining this page and getting straight answers that actually made sense, I believe that Justin does not know what happened. I also believe that if they were covering something up, one of them would have cracked by now. It is too difficult to keep a fake story straight with a single person let alone making sure 3 people are able to do so!


T V K
Folks, keep in mind that there will always be those who have their own selfish agenda. And while we have no control over that, we do have complete say over our action and reactions. With all the evil, negative "pushers" in the world it is even more important for the positive, good-hearted ones to show their light in the world. This situation has become more than about Ayla as others are using it to seek their own selfish attention. The "I am right" squad rearing their ugly heads athough they are heads full of misinformation and assuming judgement. "Listen to me! I know what happened!" Too ignorant they only see the mouse-hole while God sees the universe and everything in it. The misinformed then becoming the mis-informant. Don't waste your genuine positive energy on those who don't know how to accept it. Lavish it on those who are hurting, waiting, caring for each other with Love, Faith and Hope. When it's all said and done, God will show his light on the right AND the wrong. I'm not a big person on magnets, you will not see them on the front of my refrigerator, just pics of family but there is one I keep up that reads, "God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things (or other people) I cannot change, the Courage to change the things I can (me and my actions), and the Wisdom to know the difference." Many years ago, I was driving to work, tears filling my eyes from the pain of the situation in my life at that time. Feeling hopeless and powerless of the overwhelming things happening in my life I cried out to God in despair. Right on time, one of those large dump trucks came along side and at the stop light God sent a "message". On the back of the truck it read "God is Still in Charge". Sometimes we just need a reminder of that.
Ayla, wherever you are, I know God is holding you in the palm of his hand.
:-)
And the Novella from Angela ME, ME, ME H...
Angela: At the moment I have 231 members of the group still. I have reduced this group by half and will keep going if needed. I deny dozens of requests per week. I am not happy about it. The fact that I have to be concerned about it is more interesting than anything else.


In january I began with the purpose of having a simple facebook page for prayers and encouragement of a family who is devastated. No matter WHAT others may think, some or all of Ayla's paternal family is suffering. Was there anything wrong with deciding to be the first page where no hate and no bashing was allowed? Nope. But it is very interesting that people found a problem with my intention. Then I was joined by over 1,500 others. SOME of those were people that are the same ones here, now, causing trouble. I knew that. I was fine with it if they minded their manners, but they didn't. Since I couldn't easily remove those who were being malicious, I moved to the kind of page where I could. Everyone else was allowed a place to bash them. Everyone who wanted to could do it fearlessly. The fact that I had to move in order to have a page where people weren't bashing the Dipietros is what is interesting.

I posted a public invitation to any and all who wanted to join the group. I knew few of those that I was inviting, and I knew few of those who joined. And yet I was further attacked for having a 'secret' cult group. Our words were carried out everywhere. Though we occasionally mulled over a possibility, though we were answering questions that people had about some aspects of the case, other than that there was nothing happening here that reached anywere near the levels of what happened routinely on every other page. The difference was that we weren't bashing Justin and calling for him to be hanged without a trial. Interesting that our opinion was so unacceptable that hundreds made it their daily business to silence us through lies and ridicule.

I had already been through having my name dragged through the mud at length. I have been repeatedly statement analyzed. (lol) I have been reported to Child protective services by the owner of other pages (lol) for being on the internet. I have been called a fraud, a liar, a PR person, a mouthpiece, an evil person, a crazy person, and criminal. To name a few. And I didn't go away. I kept stating that we don't convict people without a trial. I kept stating that I have a right to keep looking for a missing child whether nancy grace, from hollywood, deems this little baby in maine to be dead or not. It's an opinion. My asking people to be compassionate and not lose hope in those 8 weeks in no way stopped the police from building a case if
that is what they were doing. In fact if anything my continuously talking could have helped if there was anything I said that conflicted with what Justin actually told the police. You would think that Justin would have asked me to stop talking if he was worried about that. he did not, he has encouraged these efforts. He wants his daughter found. Interesting that "they" continued to try to silence me.

And now we have a group of people that also will not be silenced. Who wish to work together to bring a little girl home. If we are wrong, if she is not alive, what will we have harmed but ourselves? So why do people care to throw every road block in front of us that they can? Why do they get ahold of every effort we make to spread awareness and shut it down? Make me waste more time and energy fighting to get the rights to make products. Make me fight off fires here there and everywhere. Make the other group members tire and grow weary of trying. Intimidate every one of us with placing our lives and our families in danger? Why do they do it? Because they disagree with our opinion? I ask you, have you ever made that kind of committment to upending people's efforts because you disagree with their opinion...if you didn't have something to lose by them achieving their goals? Interesting.

The question to ask, readers who are members of LE and members of the media: (Hi, I know who you are. ;) What is the "closed" group trying to accomplish? Making flyers, and writing letters and keychains could not possibly stop law enforcement from bringing criminal charges on the perpetrator of the crime. That is a silly thought. If LE doesn't like who it is that I'm being supportive of, they are as entitled to think I'm naive as I am to continue to believe in following my heart. But I am not affecting their jobs one bit. Correcting misinformation and lies does affect the media's job because they have created this storyline. Of course only a few actively participated and the rest were just lemmings that followed suit. But what we are doing here couldn't possibly bother you guys on any deep level because the media is as fickle as they come. They don't have a vested interest in anything but keeping the controversy stirred and the ratings up. Interesting that despite our efforts being pretty self contained, and it not being possible to prevent the law enforcement community or the media from uncovering the truth, we are still the subject of the attacks and malicious lies. You have to wonder why.

The question all of the so called "moles" should ask themselves is what exactly do you care about? If you deeply believe that Justin is guilty then my suggestion is to start a blog where you can say so and join the masses. Fluff your feathers amidst the adulation of those who know that you are "right on". Ultimately you aren't helping the case, most likely, but I encourage you to revel in your newfound hobby for as long as it lasts. You will hopefully have lifelong memories of these good times. If you do think that you can do something to prove Justins guilt then by all means, get on it, prove it, turn it over to the police, and await your medal of valor. And if you are right, I will certainly praise you as well. Unless you are P.H. or T.C. and then I can't promise anything. I am only human.

[I have to insert, again, that you are not crafty by "getting into this group" and carrying info out. I let everyone in initially and did so for a reason. I would love to let you keep feeling like you are a key player in a mystery but I am not elevated enough in conscience to let it go. I have a need to point it out because I dislike you.] Why do I dislike you? Because you are not actually interested in Ayla. You might even believe that you are. But a missing or dead child has probably never in the history of the world thought at any second that what they hope that what hundreds and hundreds of people are focused on is hating a small group that is trying to find them. A group that is asking people to LOOK AT THEIR PICTURE AND SCAN THEIR MEMORIES OF ANYTHING THEY COULD HAVE SEEN that could lead police to her. A group that hopes that they are alive and is motivated to keep working day and night to be the citizens eyes and ears and BRING MORE CITIZENS ON BOARD TO BE EYES AND EARS so that we can end this case. Might we be wrong and might that piece of information that someone remembers lead a person to solve a murder rather than an abduction? Yep. It might. AND WE KNOW THAT. The interesting thing to note, friends, LE, media, and moles...is that I can't think of any reason why anyone would use bully tactics and threaten people in order to prevent this. No matter which side you are on. My opinion of who is or isn't guilty aside, the actions I'm taking will either have no effect whatsoever or will help find Ayla. Does anyone think that this is noteworthy? Does anyone ask themselves what is going on? If you are LE do you wonder who the people are who are propelling and instigating this hate and wonder why they are doing it? If you are either LE or media do you wonder whether you have made an ethical error by not pointing out some things which have directly put people, their children, and their livelihoods at risk? If you are media do you think that the reality of what is happening matters? Could you help to stop this so that everyone can work together to bring this to a close? Is it even possible that the hate, the lies, the mudslinging, the personal attacks that are rampant against everyone who isn't calling for the DiPietro's heads on a platter are preventable to some measure? Does anyone in the media care to step up and be clear about what has and has not been said and done, and to eliminate spin? Ask people to have hope. Ask them to still look for Ayla. I am ashamed that you allowed yourselves to care more about the ratings than a baby; spending time and effort working on what catch phrases and titles would grab the most attention. That attention was from a public who cared at first, who wanted to help. You took those emotions and you used them to your advantage for a few moments of ratings, and left them spent and useless for Ayla. Shame on you. You started this at the outset, pushing public opinion because why let a good story go to waste, huh? Make it bigger. Make it crazier. .... Pointless. In the end, in life, YOU DON'T MATTER. Your paycheck doesn't matter as much as a child. Your reputation doesn't matter as much as a child.

Where are the people who realize that their reputations don't matter as much as Ayla? Right here. The "moles" in this group have named us many times. And each time they've showed the truth. We stand despite what you do to us. We care about finding Ayla and bringing resolution while you spend your countless hours trying to smear us personally. Is it for having a differing opinion? Is it because you love gossip? Is it because you can't stand the idea of anyone not believing you are right? I hope you never have teenagers, you will not survive. Is it because you are determined to prove that anyone who doesn't believe that Justin is an animal must be a friend of his? You won't prove that, it's not true. Might as well give up. But interesting that you can't fathom that everyone doesn't "know" you are right. Time to put on your big girl and big boy underwear. That is life. We don't agree. We wait for all of the facts, and we keep working towards the possibility of finding Ayla unless it is proven to us beyond a shadow of a doubt that she is not alive. And you would hope that people JUST LIKE US stepped up to find YOUR CHILD if your child went missing. Especially if you were the one being accused of it.

Friends, as you can see this isn't going to stop anytime soon. Those of you who often venture elsewhere to other pages "about" Ayla know exactly how bad it is. Many websites that proclaim to be full of people who care about her can't list a single thing that they do with the honest hope of helping her. Prepare yourselves to continue to be in the line of fire for doing what's right and prepare to be one of only a small group who realizes it. Persecution is not a new thing. It regularly happens to undeserving people. The people that matter are grateful. Reputations can withstand a lot when you are a decent person in real life. Your real life friends and family know who you are. One of the first things I had to decide back in January was that either it matters to me what people say about me or it doesn't. At any other time in my life I might elevate maintaining my good reputation a little higher on the list. In the face of this situation, it just isn't what matters. The people doing this to me, to my family, to the other members of this group are simply nobodies in the big picture and they are hoping to get the ultimate thrill. Making us quit. Well....at least they have some kind of hope to keep them going. It is, though, a sad waste of such a precious commodity.




If you read through that all I commend you, it had to have been hard. I had to do it in more than one sitting because I was afraid if I read too much at once I might lose brain cells. I have much more from TTLOM and if you are all interested let me know and I will consider doing a part 2.



***I went in and edited the names, not because I am afraid of a lawsuit, I have proof that TTLOM allowed not only posted my personal info be broadcast on their site but also encouraged people to dig up dirt on me when I was still an anonymous blogger and put me and my family in harm's way and I also was not the only person they tried to expose because they did not like something someone said. If they want to try a lawsuit for libel I will countersue and I guarantee they have more to lose than I do. I have no assets so they can't squeeze blood from a turnip. Anything on FB is free for the taking, private group or not so I am not breaking any laws here by posting this information and again I advise all of you, if you do not want something repeated or used against you, do not post it online.













150 comments:

  1. Thanks for this info. Its surprising to see what some foolish people really think!You go jusice for Ayla, I impressed by you!

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    1. Well, I made it all the way thought Angela's manifesto even though my eyes started to bleed and my mouth filled with vomit several times.

      I've never known anyone that grandiose. She really believes that she is smarter, better, possesses some exclusivity with God and has a greater intellect than other people. Unreal. Just the way she talks down to all those people, how can they not see it. It is cultism. She is self-righteous, manipulative and narcissistic.

      She is trying to teach her followers with rewards for agreeing with her and scorn for not.

      When this is all over, it would give me great pleasure to see Dirty Scarry and Hidey spend a year or so in jail for obstruction.

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  2. What is TTLOM? And, no, I'm not really interested in reading more. I got the point with this blog

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    1. if you found this blog you most certainly know what TTLOM is..and ofcourse you got the point by reading this blog...

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  3. What does TTLOM mean? Also, since you asked, I'm not interested in reading more articles like this. I get the point and don't find it beneficial for Ayla. I understand what the group is all about.

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    1. TTLOM standa for "This little light of Maine." it is a website run by the "Justin believers"

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  4. I couldn't quite make it through AH's last rant, I'll have to go back later, it was giving me a headache. It's pretty obvious that "no finger pointing" means no finger pointing to only certain people.

    You can also see certain people's writing styles and "Trista the Kidnapper" theories, and where they originated from.

    It's pretty much not about Ayla in that group. She is hardly mentioned. Once in a great while. The people commenting here and on a couple other sites are commenting FOR and ABOUT Ayla. If trying to find out what truly happened and not keeping blinders on and going with the known facts is finger pointing, then so be it.

    In regards to AH and HT, I don't even fully get the impression that it's ALL about making Justin appear innocent at this point. It seems to more be about themselves. HT's repeated mention of the 4 blood spots doesn't prove there is not more, just that she didn't see it and Justin didn't tell her.

    Their followers are more interested in "starting fires" anonymously. That was spelled out, in black and white.

    They constantly want the facts ignored. How is it disgusting to research how much blood a toddler of Ayla's size has in their body? It's not. Someone doesn't want people to find out, so that the amount that Ayla lost won't seem like a "big deal". It's disgusting to keep blinders on and not search for the truth of what happened to Ayla.

    Ayla was not kidnapped. The FBI ruled that out. Are Justin and his groupies smarter than the FBI? Smarter than MSP? They might think so, but that is going to come to an abrupt halt, at any minute.

    They also stated that they thought it was funny and din't think Trista should receive kind words. Really? That was the saddest thing I read on that page. :(

    I hope that Ayla is found today and the true truth comes out. She does not deserved to have been tossed away like nothing, like trash. She deserves respect as does her mother. They deserve closure and to know the truth. Whoever was/is involved in Ayla's "disappearance" deserve to be prosecuted to the fullest extent!

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    1. The only thing heart breaking about discussion of the blood is that AYLA is missing and left blood behind for it to even be a subject matter..

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  5. I had to stop reading Angela Scary's "me, me, me" post, it was draining. As for Dale Morse, most everyone has her blocked on FB, you're right, she is insane.

    Too bad you finally clued in Angela on "her mole" because now she will change her settings. Before she does, did you come across anything from the Dips or CR? I'd love to see that BS.

    As for the rest of the posts, they were ridiculous and clearly, we aren't missing much by not being a part of the cult blog.

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    1. There are a few posts from Courtney and Elisha but that is it. I will compile them into a post soon.

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    2. That would be awesome to see some comments from the people who were actually in the house. I can't wait to read what they have to say!

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  6. WhoWouldHaveThoughtItMarch 24, 2012 at 10:19 AM

    I'll just add that the two Anon's up above are probably from TLLOM (This Little Light Of Maine closed group) and probably don't want the truth of their smallminded group out in the public. I've always found it telling that they talk about people behind their backs, while the very people they talk about talk out in the open. Now that has to make a member of TLLOM wonder!

    How long can the members there keep from being booted themselves? It must be difficult to keep your own opinions and thoughts silent if you even slightly doubt the stories by Heidi and Angela. It's obvious from your post that Angela rules this group of people with an iron fist.

    I don't know who that Mickey is, but she/he sounds like the person who runs JSTL blog. You could be right on that one.

    Good blog post. It is important to know what the anonymous blog posters have for an agenda and it certainly appears that many (if not all) are also members of TLLOM.

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  7. Tori Gifford: You have posted my comments here without my permission and I want them removed. While Heidi may have given permission for HER posts to be copied, I have never done so. I posted my remarks in a closed group and I intended for my remarks to stay there. You have no right to copy and publish my posts here.

    Furthermore, you are simply concocting your claim that I run the JSTL blog. I do not. I do not even know the identity of the person who owns and blogs on that site. I have no idea who that person is. Stop lying about people. Stop making things up and spreading rumors.

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    1. Sorry Mickey, but why would you care about J4A posting your comments? They do nothing but state the VERY OBVIOUS!
      Jeff is against Justin! Obvious
      Jeff is bias for Trista! Obvious
      LE is using tactics in the tabloids! Obvious
      There was another false rumor posted somewhere! Obvious

      Or are you scared that Angela is going to delete your access to the group for not adding anything new to the group? There was nothing mean spirited by you posted until you posted your own comment.

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      Just a llittle add-on to the above post:
      Trista and Ayla are Jeff's FAMILY! Why would he not do whatever he can to help his FAMILY. Actually, don't answer, instead ask Justin why he is not doing exactly the same thing to help Ayla, who is also his FAMILY!

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    3. Mickey, your threats would be scarier coming from the REAL Mickey. You are a slob. Enjoy your brief moment in the sun. I bet Tori is shakling! She has what you do not, a heart. Keep it up Tori, you are really pissing them off and everytime they get pissed, it is because you have told the truth. You did a GREAT thing bringing them out into the open so now anyone following this case can see this site has NEVER been about Ayla, but merely a tool for the tiny DipCrew to gain some cult friends in hopes of garnering enough support to get the case thrown out and to convince people to stop searchng for Ayla so their friends, family, and quite possibly even themselves could avoid jail time.

      If you don't want your comments posted, why post them? And why care? Do you really care what "Internet" people think about you and that your internet persona may nowbe tarnished forever? JD sure has some winners LYING for him. Why are you mad at Tori? Ashamed of what you said? And how is Tori doing anything wrong, she posted the comments of an INTERNET PERSON going by the moniker of MICKEY. Who knows if that is even your real name? If it is, still doesn't matter.

      If you want your ignorant, evil comments to be kept private, keep them to yourself you foul twat

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    4. Boy, it is shocking that Heidi doesn't mind having her comments copied and pasted! Really!?/ Like, NO FUCKING SHIT she doesn't MIND! She is doing flipping cartwheels in her spacious Neo Victorian house with sweeping views of the Kennebec! That self-promoting, slanderous, witch is licking her chops! she loves the attention! She is living a dream. She actually matters., for once in her life...Sure the attention she gets is negative but at east she is relevant!

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    5. Mickey or whatever your real name is I may have considered removing your posts but since you found it your duty to post my name and information all over TTLOM and put my family at risk since I live in Waterville I am not removing your posts.

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    6. Its the internet.......if u dont want it said or used.......DONT POST IT!!!!

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    7. beautyschooldropoutMarch 25, 2012 at 1:57 PM

      while I agree with the "dont post it" comment up above the fact is that you are posting private conversations in a closed enviroment without the permission of the peoplewhose names you are mentioning and from a strictly legal point of view if they ask you to remove them you prob should as she could get her lawyer involved and possibly shut down your blog for a time (which I would hate to see as I thoroughly enjoy reading it. You have a lot of insight)

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    8. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 25, 2012 at 5:07 PM

      Take mine out too, Tori. I did not give you permission to use my private conversations. Listen to "beautyschooldropout" on this one.

      Additionally, I would like ANY and ALL posts (from any blog post you have made/comments people have made) removed from your site that include both my first and last name. I made this request a while ago and you have failed to cooperate. I will check back to see if this has been done.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    9. actually, I think if you are a member of the group, and post, any other person in the group, or anyone allowed in their privacy settings to see the post has the right to the info in it...it is implied by access...she did not hack you account...someone, another member, let her in...and gave her access by having low privacy settings..it is very easy, and legal sorry the truth often hurts

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    10. beautyschooldropoutMarch 26, 2012 at 11:10 PM

      actually its NOT legal, Im sorry. Post the comments that were made but please delete the names, or at the very least the last names. I dont want this blog to be shut down for even a short time, I like it to much. I want to see TLLOM called out but this isnt the way to do it. They can really have a good argument for defamation of charecter and some other stuff, I asked my uncle who is a lawyer in Michigan. He said you may or may not have a case for keeping the names up but you could essentially have your site shut down while they investigated it.

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    11. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 27, 2012 at 8:59 AM

      Emerald- There is an "expectation of privacy" in a closed/private group- just as though they were personal e-mails. Please check the supreme courts rulings regarding this if you do not believe me.

      Thank you Tori for changing the names to initials. I will be checking through the old posts to see if the comments with my last name and town I live in (totally innapropriate) have been removed yet.

      Thank you,
      Connie

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    12. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 27, 2012 at 1:22 PM

      Tori-

      My first and last name (and the town I live in- again, VERY innapropraite) are still in the comments section of your "emails" blog. This is the final time I will *ask* that you remove these comments.

      Feel free to e-mail me, if you wish. My e-mail is just my first and last name (one word) at yahoo.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    13. PROUD TLLOM MemberMarch 27, 2012 at 2:32 PM

      Tori,

      Since I appreciate the attempt you have made to remove all comments that contain my first and last name, I will point out that you have missed one on the "emails" blog. Additionally, in the comments on this page an annonymous person also used my last name. The person mispelled my last name (probably on purpose), but it is close enough and that post also needs to be removed.

      Thank you for your cooperation.
      Connie

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    14. I am removing the comments with your name in them because you asked and I am a decent person, you also have been respectful in your comments here. I only hope that my personal info is no longer on the TTLOM site however I am pretty sure it still is.

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    15. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 27, 2012 at 4:50 PM

      Tori,

      I do appreciate you removing the posts. I would greatly appreciate it if you could remove the one on this page and the one remaining on the "emails" blog.

      I do not know if your information is still up on TLLOM- or to what extent information was shared. While I do not agree with posting anyone's personal information, I will say that our page is not viewable by anyone in the world. This blog, however, is available to anyone in the world. I see a pretty big difference there.

      Thanks again.
      Connie

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  8. WOW!!!! The woman is crazy!!!! She's literally all over the place. Did anyone notice how she calls Ayla a "child"? There is just so much wrong with that statement it's hard to know where to begin. Funny thing is, now she suddenly admits there is a chance Justin could have murdered Ayla, but she still defends him? All I can say is wow.

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  9. I find it VERY odd that Heidi would be at the Dipietros house CLEANING a few weeks after Ayla dissapeared. Why did she feel a need to be there if she had not been there in the past. Why was there suddenly a need for someone outside of the family to go there and clean? Somewhere was'nt it her who said that the frops of blood were just pin points? If blood fell..even one drop, onto a floor it would be bigger than a pin drop so that leads me to think that the spots she saw with her own eyes when she went there to CLEAN were the result of spray or spatter, which I hate to even think of. Again, I find it VERY WEIRD that she would go there.

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    1. She says that she did not see the pictures of the blood drops. Who put the picture of the blood spots up? If she only saw them when she went there to "clean" those spots would have allready been swabbed and I do not think after that they would look like pin drops

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    2. Both very good points! Two weeks later after forensic collection, the pin drops would have been smeared. The only way they were not cleaned is if forensics took a sample adjecent to the drops after spraying with luminol. But I would think if the spots were circled, they were documented and collected by LE so once again HT, how did you see these "drops" or are you regurgitating what Justin is dictating to his "flock"?

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    3. Classic example of, "Oh, what a tangled web one weaves when first one practices to decieve."

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    4. I find it hard to believe that LE would circle blood on the floor. More than likely it was photographed and circled on the picture.
      @ Chicky- I agree, the size of the drops sounds like a splatter, I thought innocent drops were larger?

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  10. WhoWouldHaveThoughtIt oh it definitely is someone from This Little Scam of Mine, in fact it is the same person as the words were almost verbatim. I love how they pretend not to know the acronym lol. As if there is anyone who reads about this case doesn't know all the players. Pah leeze lol!

    Awwwwwwwwww Mickey, your words won't come down, so pretend you're going to sue so we can all get a good laugh on this beautiful Saturday. Idle threats when ev1 knows the FB T&C. Go back to your evil website and keep pretending you're in texas.

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  11. TruthHurtsSometimesMarch 24, 2012 at 11:19 AM

    Mickey Sullivan (if that's even your real name), are you ashamed of what you said on TLLOM? Was it lies? Why be so concerned about it being made public if you stand behind your own words? Aren't you the one on TLLOM that tried to expose Tori and her family to harassment by posting personal information about HER there?

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  12. From A Harry : "I dislike having to do it, but we've got work to do and ".
    ...........
    What WORK ?
    ..........
    I am here because when I see a picture of Ayla, I see a beautiful little girl who is missing.
    I have a 2 year old GD. She is my heart.

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  13. I find two quote interesting from AH's last post, and I did read it all, wow!

    Your reputation doesn't matter as much as a child.

    Where are the people who realize that their reputations don't matter as much as Ayla?

    Everything this person posted was solely about what has happened to her, why she deletes members not agreeing with herself, and the names she has been called. I guess when she later says

    Right Here! (meaning TLLOM) she is not including herself.


    AH, you also comment on how the media and LE have done so much to point fingers and ask them

    "Could you help to stop this so that everyone can work together to bring this to a close? Is it even possible that the hate, the lies, the mudslinging, the personal attacks that are rampant against everyone who isn't calling for the DiPietro's heads on a platter are preventable to some measure?

    I have one name for you "Ben McCanna". Remember him, he tried to do exactly what you are asking for but your counterpart on TLLOM put a quick end to that didn't she? It seems to me (meaning this is an opinion) that you care about your reputation more than finding Ayla, and HT cares more about "protecting" her new found son more than finding Ayla. I think you two need to get on the same page before telling the others on TLLOM what they should be doing (starting anon fires), thinking (take anything Jeff rt Tori say with a "grain of salt"), and saying (agree with us or you will be deleted,because this is what we need)!

    As for the small drops, bogus!!! A small cut on the foot of a child does NOT create drops as you are so adament about saying are only pentip sized. A child foot is going to create smears even if the rolls off the side of the foot the side of the smear will be elongated when it hits the floor! This I know from experience with my 2 sons who both had foot injuries that bleed on the floor when they were younger. Oh, BTW, the clean-up was with a damp paper towel that would not have created the luminol stain that Justin has conviniently not told you about!

    Just a few observations off the top of my head. Hopefully they are logical and civil, since we don't want bashing of any parties involved. :-)

    I could go on with more but I don't think J4A is going to want me to post so much at one time. J/K J4A, I just needed a segway to ask you a question. While you were getting screen captures, did you happen to get any quotes for the DiPs directly? I would like to comment on thier quotes but to answer your questions, I really don't care to read anymore from AH or HT. I think this post and the farce Justin interview is enough for me.

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  14. Oh Tori,

    You have done well. They actually let me in and have no clue who I am over there. If you can get in via a friend and I can view things there, do they think MSP and the FBI do not know exactly what is going on?

    These people are the most dispicable I have ever come in contact with. I feel filthy whenever I observe them. They are a cult. The two with a connection to JD are absolutely lying their asses off and I have caught them in so many lies and sent them to them through server hops and untraceable email accounts. They are being viewed and toyed with and have no idea they are implicating themselves and the people they are defending. This is going to be a large scale reeling in of everyone involved and some peope who feel they are safe are going to be sadly mistaken.

    I actually feel sorry for some of the people who truly believe in JD, well, Dale Morse actually. I think she is the only one without an agenda. She is seriously mentally deranged. when I say this I am not trying to be funny like when DiP supporters say anyone who believes the actual FACTS are "CRAZY". Oh no, Dale needs to actually be taken to a sanitarium, lobotomized, and put into a straight-jacket. She scares the shit out of me. I think someone needs to actually go check on her once JD is arrested. When she sees the two Hags shut their site down and go into hiding, she may feel like she has lost her family. They iused you, like they used anyone who would listen. Unfortunately, one of them will be telling the truth soon or going to jail herself.

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  15. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 11:57 AM

    Tori,

    If you are going to copy and paste conversations, the least you could do is give the entire picture. Carefully selecting some posts and not including follow up posts/answers to questions etc is BAD "reporting". If you want to paint of a picture of our group, you should probably use some more color- since all you are showing is a foggy overview.

    WE (the members of TLLOM) do a LOT in regards to our efforts to bring Ayla home. Why didn't you copy posts about brainstorming ideas to get large companies to internally distribute flyers? Why didn't you copy posts about the ways people have come up with to spread the word about Ayla? Why didn't you copy posts about how we TOO wish that Justin would speak out more and the discussions we had around that? Your selective copying and pasting, taking just a piece here or there from multiple posts is deceitful to the people that follow your blog and consider it (for whatever reason) to be "fact" instead of the truth: your blog is full of rumors, lies, assumptions and vengeful opinions.

    By the way- who are YOU to call us out for discussing things that are on your blog? What is it that you are doing? Are you NOT taking information from our PRIVATE group to put on your PUBLIC blog? Kettle, meet pot.

    If it makes you feel better about yourself to call us a "cult" go right ahead. How exactly is THAT bringing Ayla home??

    Thanks,
    Connie

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    1. Connie,

      A legitimate question for you. he things you mention in this post sound like very good efforts to help find Ayla or keep her name in the public eyes. So the question is, why do you think AH and HT are keeping it in a closed group instead of bringing these ideas to the public? There have been other posters on other blogs that have mentioned ideas that could be wide spread such as posters, flyers, individual searches, etc. They put it on a public site so all can help. Your group tries to keep it private, but if your group is so dedicated to finding Ayla, Why keep your activities private?

      My guess is that AH and HT have more of an agenda than they are willing to share even within your group. JMO

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    2. Discussions about brainstorming for ideas to get large companies and ideas on how to get Aylas name out there? How many of these ideas have you put into practice? Be specific and you can clear up what you feel is rumor to make you look bad. Simple, and the truth please because with any true healthy discussion it needs to be based on truth.

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    3. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 12:42 PM

      John P-

      Here is the description from the private page:
      "Description:
      We will keep the light of hope shining bright until this sweet baby girl is found. This page is for prayers, messages of hope, coming up with ideas to help find Ayla or spread awareness of her case. As opposed to the public facebook page by the same name, this is: A discussion group for people who want to find Ayla and will do whatever we deem necessary towards that end. Praying, talking, planning, hoping. Sometimes joking with one another because there is a need for occasional levity in this most serious of situations. Ultimately, if we end up being wrong or haven’t helped despite our wishes and efforts, we will be able to look in the mirror and be okay with it. And why that matters to anyone is beyond me, because what should matter to them is being focused on anything that brings attention to Ayla, and anything that detracts from finding Ayla. And the truth. Even if our ideas are 100% wrong, we are doing nothing to prevent anyone from locating Ayla. The same cannot be said for the efforts of some others. Stand with us or leave. Thanks."

      Chicky-
      I am only comfortable sharing MY efforts, since I do not want to call out or talk about other members without their permission. I have, personally, been e-mailing C.N. Brown trying to get their approval for Flyers to be in their 78 Big Apple Stores. If you'd like, I can copy & paste my e-mail to them. I requested their assistance and offered to bring them 100 flyers to be distributed (as Big Apple stores have denied us requests to hang flyers w/o permission from corporate). I also, ever couple of weeks, post Ayla's Flyer on facebook and "host" a tagging campaign. I tag 100 friends and ask them to also tag/share the flyer. So, even if only 10 of each of their friends reads the flyer (which the number is likely higher) I am hitting 1000 people every couple of weeks. I have also been to businesses in the Portland area and hung Flyers. My daughter told 15 people about Ayla and gave them flyers on a nice day at the beach not long ago.

      We ARE doing things. We are NOT giving up hope of finding her.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    4. Connie,

      I do find the idea of corporations distributing flyers a good idea. Don't get me wrong, Jeff has encouraged the distribution of flyers and posters as well. Your personnal efforts are also commendable. The large chain of stores you mention should be ashamed for denying hanging posters in the first place. But, unfortunately there is always a but, the original question still remains, Why keep your ideas secret? Why not post them on a public page somewhere so more people can do the same?

      It further reinforces my belief that AH is about AH only and HT has to much to hide to let anyone do anything that might place her new "family" in jeopardy. Your idea is good, post it on as many sites as possible instead of hiding on a private page. JMHO

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    5. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 1:24 PM

      John P-

      I don't feel like we are keeping ideas "secret". I feel like, instead, we just don't have a burning need for US to be in the spotlight. We want the spotlight to remain on Ayla. Just pointing out that the things I am doing are not rocket science. ;) Lots of people could be doing the same.

      If you are the "John P" I am thinking of- I believe we have a friend in common on FB. Tomorrow I will be doing my tagging campaign. Watch for it on his board, as I will tag him and it will be there (unless he choses to untag himself). He recently lost his cat, Medusa. If you are who I think you are, then you know the person I am speaking about.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    6. "Ultimately, if we end up being wrong...." Does this mean that from the beginning there was a preconcieved notion and that this is shared by all or a high percentage of the group and I wonder if alternative notions have been discussed so that your efforts to find Ayla can be spread in all directions I.E. friends and family of Both families ,,,there may be connections on either side that could bring about a resolution and find litle Ayla? I ask this because you say, "WE"which indicates you are speaking for more than yourself? I agree with John P. in what you and anyone else is doing to get word out collectively and hopefully helps to find Ayla.

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    7. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 1:49 PM

      Chicky-

      I believe that the statement you quoted means that we understand that we are human and the possibility of us being "wrong" does exist. However, we are standing up for what we believe to be the truth and are "ok" with the decisions we have made. I am using the term "we" because by being a member of the group, it is assumed (and YES, I know what they say about when you "assume") that we share the same beliefs.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    8. Connie,

      You don't have to focus the spotlight on yourselves to spread your ideas. If it is an idea to get Aylas name out, to post Aylas pictures, to do a controlled search, etc., simply post the idea on this site, or A4A, or SA and then you can go back to your group to do more brain storming. Your efforts, to me, seem to be logical and honest with your intentions. It should not have come to J4A posting your comments for you to relay these activities to the public. Your intentions may be truely to help find Ayla alive and well, but noone would ever have known this if this page was not posted.

      I know you do not want to speak for others in the group, but when AH is deleting members for differing in thier thoughts, HT is pre-dictating interviews and misleading about blood stains, etc. I hope you can logically understand why so many of the public have a precocieved thought about those two people.

      BTW, I have many friends and family living in Maine. I don't live in the state anymore but I visit whenever I can. My sister and her husband had thier cat pass away a few months ago, but I don't remember the name of the cat. They live in Lewiston and do have a dog named Tracker still with them. Is this the same person you are thinking of.

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    10. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 10:10 PM

      @Anon March 24, 2012 11:10am

      You are entitled to your opinion of me. However, I would like to point out that you do NOT know me. You know nothing about me besides my name, that I am a TLLOM member and that I support Justin.

      Where did I ask what everyone else was doing? I was asked what *I* was doing...and I responded.

      I find it sad that you treat blogs as news updates.

      *IF* Justin is arrested, tried and found guilty in a COURT OF LAW- then (as I have said before) I will admit that I was wrong. Can you say the same?

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    11. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 10:22 PM

      John P-

      I understand what you are saying and where you are coming from.

      I hope that you can understand that TLLOM is a private group for a reason. We do not have the need for attention that others appear to have. We are a relatively small group of people all working towards a common goal: To bring Ayla Reynolds home. Why would we contact blogs about our efforts? Some members, that are working on a large project, are discussing contacting the news station(s) when the project is completed. That is an appropriate outlet.

      I will not comment on anything Angela or Heidi have said or done. It is not my place.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    12. Well Connie, I have to say I do not agree with your reasoning. But that is what makes us who we are, our ability to decide for ourselves rather than letting someone else decide for us.
      Based on the last interaction with the media by a member of your group, I hope your group decides to let someone other than AH or HT inform the media after your project is complete. Don't let them do it or all we will know is more about them, more about how bad the Reynolds are, and more about how nothing has been proven against Justin and his family!
      BTW, you ask why would we contact the blogs, my response is for such a relatively small group, would it not be wiser to us additional resources for your project, unless the leaders of your group want the coverage about them. If the project is worthy than include all resources and reach that much farther, don't let AH and HT dictate it.

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    13. I will not comment on anything Angela or Heidi have said or done. It is not my place.

      Thanks,
      Connie

      That's right, you have to know your place to stay on TLLOM! There is *no* finger pointing at family members unless it's against Trista!

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  16. boy it is a good thing I can speed read. AH's self-fellating, pompous diatribe was as sticky as it was rancid. I still don't see why she thinks she is so damn clever. She is akin to an ostrich who sticks their head in the sand, yet she actually KNOWS she is lying. She was the one who was supposed to be neutral and put Ayla first yet she types her name 5 times in that insanely epic piece of literary diarrhea. She mentions Justin MANY more times. I thought this was about Ayla AH you lying piece of shit.

    I cannot wait for LE to be done with ALL of their arrests. It is going to shock the hell out of people to see how far this will go and what has been retrieved off some websites when people have tipped their hand and not deleted things quickly enough. MSP, FBI, and Ayla's Angels were watching, but most of all, God was watching and he is about to show the people who hurt Ayla just what it feels to have everything they hold dear taken from them in the blink of an eye...mainly, their freedom.

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  17. Pay no attention to Connie. She is here, being very careful to not look angry, in hopes of being a calm, collected, concerned individual. She is none of these. I am sure you already know this. Keep doing exactly what you are doing. Someone gave you this info it is all true, there are no rules saying you cannot repost anything on the internet. This site was not password protected. Just because something is labeled private does not mean a damn thing. They are pissed off at you because you are showing everyone exactly what this group is.. A support group for the soon to be defendent masquerading as an AYLA group. They are skum, pure evil trash. They are all going to be surprised to find out just who has been watching them.

    I wonder if they will be able to figure out which 3 members of their site that I am? I can pretty much guarantee you they will not.

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    1. Guess I made it past AH's cut-line. I await her deletion with baited breath. If she figures me out. I will just watch her site without a membership, no problem.

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    2. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 12:19 PM

      @Anon March 24, 2012 9:09AM

      We are not "pissed off" at Tori. If you are the mole, feel free to go take a look at our posts. We are discussing this blog- you can believe that. Also, I am a "calm, collected, concerned individual". Unless you personally KNOW me, ALL that you know about me for a "fact" is:

      1) My name
      2) that I am a member of TLLOM

      Not much to run with.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    3. I beg to differ Connie. I have not found you te be kind at the JSTL blog at all. The Light of Maine blog is a sham. It was started as a sham and will end as one. It may just end today. That is probably just wishful thinking as these lying vultures will then champion the "he didn't do it" cause and continue to support JD over Ayla as evidenced earlier in AH's novel.

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    4. Proud TLLOM MemberMarch 24, 2012 at 12:51 PM

      @Anon March 24, 2012 9:41AM

      That's interesting, because I haven't posted at the JSTL blog in quite a long time.

      Thanks,
      Connie

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    5. TLLOM,excepted Dale Morse guess all you need to do to get in is call people retards,and when they politely ask you to stop you do it again and again,and Hate Trista,Thank you so much TLLOM,for giving her a place to feel at home.You should be so proud of your new member.Good luck trying to control her opinion.

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    6. you probably meant accepted as the way you wrote it would imply that we accepted everyone BUT Dale Morse.....thanks

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  18. Jumps Out:

    Heidi: "I only know what I know. Ayla was not harmed in that house. And she was not in basement."

    Where was she harmed if not in the house? She was not in that basement but something with her blood all over it was?

    Was Heidi at the house?

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    1. Ayla was not harmed in that house? Are you sure about that? You haven't seen the luminol evidence, but you are sure right?? You are 100% sure that JD didn't fib to you? Not bloody likely. More lying from a cold, heartless, pos.

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  19. Police are treating her disappearance as a crime, but no one has been charged.
    McCausland says a news conference is scheduled for 2:30 p.m. for an update on Saturday's search and the overall investigation.

    intrigued to see what they release...

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    1. Is this update going to be televised? If so can an out of state interested person find the live statement on our television? It suscks having to wait days before the statements get posted out of state. If not on national television, can you get with J4A and post the whole interview, if possible?

      Thanks for your insight and new information.

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    2. Usually someone will post the news vidio or a link to the vidio or written report of the press release quite quickly after it is televised. Some TV sites have a live feed. I never have luck with posting links for some reason, a bit computer illiterate! i think if you mention this to Jeff he may be able to post the link. if i find which station is to broadcast I will let you know or maybe someone here allready has that info.

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    3. WMTV.com I do no see anything here ho tha says here will be a live feed of he press conferance. I do see that they tend to do updates fairly well. It is Channel 8 out of Portland Maine News 8 I believe.

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    4. Wow! So many typos..sorry!! WMTV does say they will have coverage. Should be happening now or very soon

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  20. Thank you for starting this blog. The facts and theories posted help everyone form an educated opinion on what happened to Ayla. Which in turn helps readers to focus where they look for clues to where Ayla could be.


    TTLOM members have to request to join and wait to receive permission. Because the group is closed it's goal is not to keep Ayla's name and face in the public to help find her. They said that wasn't the purpose of the group though. The group's purpose is to be supportive of Justin.

    Exposing personal information about nonmembers who have opinions, bashing Ayla's maternal family, going to other Ayla missing pages and 'starting fires', patting members on the back for harassing others and trying to shut people up. These are the things that they think support Justin. They don't think highly of him. But, they know him best.

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  21. Someone on TLLOM posted that LE would be doing a search today,no opinions just news about what LE is doing.Angela Harry told them not to post that information anymore .It is creditable news that has to do with Ayla.Very controlling Angela,Rude. That person has been there since the beginning and she is a nice person.guess no one can say anything there unless you approve it.

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    1. The proof is in the pudding, Angela deleted the majority of commentors, Angela tells people not to inform the public of what LE is doing, Angela says do not tak of this anymore, Angela is for Angela only!!! I wonder if Heidi might take exception to your posts not to advertise this information. If you can't see eye to eye on the media or LE, I guess the only things you agree on is "me, me, me, me".

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  22. Wow, they're seriously F'D in the head. Not only is it cult-like, but they treat this like some game, like choosing sides for a fav team or something. This is real life, not Twilight.

    They don't get that most people who are showing support for Trista and her family are doing so because both the evidence so far and LE's words basically rule them out as having any involvement in Ayla's disappearance. At the moment, it all seems to keep pointing in one direction, which just so happens to be towards Justin and the ones who were in the house the night Ayla supposedly disappeared.

    There's a beautiful little baby named Ayla who's missing, she needs to be found, and she needs Justice.

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  23. Heidi has not seen the Luminol Videos. Or the pictures.
    Neither have I, sigh. She wasn't in there for two weeks while it was being processed as a CRIME SCENE.
    And that's what they were doing, processing the house as a CRIME SCENE. Collecting, bagging and labelling and initialing the bags they removed. talking videos, taking pictures. The drains would have been checked also.
    First rule of CSI : You get one shot at the crime scene. They got in early and they stayed for two weeks.
    Two weeks is a jaw dropping amount of time. And it wasn't on a whim or feelings. Or to frame Justin or anyone else who was in the house.
    But then, let's all rely on Heida and Angela and what they say on Facebook for our information, 'cause MSP and the FBI kidnapping team that left are all dummies. So are the two DA's that visited the house. So was the budget person that signed off on the costs & the wages for all who were in that house.

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    1. Excellent point about the drains. I was going to say that but didn't want to tip them off. I bet they think were wringing out Ayla's blood into the sink and down the drain, that it would end up in China or at least in Hobbitland! Oh they are in for a rude awakening!

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    2. yeah the water source I had that thought...how bout the washer? least path of contamination to dump water down a drain...no going up the stairs...maybe they have a washer basin sink in the basement too... even easier...Two weeks is a lot of time to look...

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    3. EXCELLENT POINTS!!!!!! SQUIRM NOW WORM!!!

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  24. @J4A

    Absolutely publish the rest that you have!
    You never know WHAT small tidbit will prove a valuable clue, or contain leaked information..

    I love how AH's lengthly diatribe about "how much she DOESN'T care what people think of her"...was ALL about her reputation, the damage that's been inflicted on it, and her tremendous suffering (endured, supposedly, for "AYLA'S sake"??).
    What a crock.

    Is TLLOM closed facebook group Cultish?
    It's definitely HEADED in that direction..if not THERE already, IMHO.

    One important note in response to AH's assertions that Peter Hyatt "only tolerates lemmings" that ascribe to his specific opinions:

    Many, MANY, of his readers (myself INCLUDED) have flat-out disagreed with his opinion that DHHS had no responsibility in Ayla's placement or duty to check-up on her afterward.

    Also, many commentators have disagreed with his position about Trista's legitimacy of claim, in seeking to sue the department for it's handling of Ayla.
    At the SA blog, we've ALL managed to discuss, debate, and ultimately "agree to disagree" in a respectful manner!

    Considering that Peter Hyatt's livelihood, and lifelong career, centers around Maine DHHS and social-work..
    IF he were the type of blogger UNWILLING or UNABLE to tolerate difference of opinion, SURELY this topic would reveal it to be so!
    It has NOT.
    What does THAT tell you??

    As for her direct references to J4A.com?
    I'd be PROUD to be one of only THREE blogs/bloggers referenced in AH's soliloquey!

    You MUST be making the DiP mouthpieces squirm, which indicates you get uncomfortably close to the truth for their tastes, IMO!
    ;)

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    1. Bravo VTLady, you have hit the nail right on the head. The 3 main blogs/bloggers PH, J4A, and A4a must be getting toooo close for HT and AH to tolerate.

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    2. ...and Peter doesn't delete you for disagreeing with him Angela!!!! See a difference?

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  25. Ayla was not HARMED IN THAT HOUSE? Was it something worse than "harm"? Harm is minimizing. She was obviously harmed in the house due to her blood being found with luminol. Maybe her last breath was not IN THAT HOUSE...

    She is being deceptive.

    Maybe HT was there cleaning BEFORE 911 was called. Who would want a bunch of people at their house "cleaning" after their granddaughter was "kidnapped" and LE had been there for 2 weeks? Unless to show the 3-4 drops that are in no way possible from a cut foot.

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    1. HT also needs to learn how to use phrases like "I don't THINK", "In MY OPINION", "What I BELIEVE", etc. Unless she was there and saw what happened to Ayla, she doesn't KNOW, not for a fact.

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    2. Actually Debbie, I kind of like that HT is locking in what she is being fed by Justin. How else could she know about 4 drops? She only knows what Justin is saying and then she regurgitates what he says. That kind of locks in what he can say come trial, or the HT will have to lie more to cover-up for him. If she is on the stand first and says Justin said this & that and then Justin denies it, then the jury knows who is lying because Hiedi wasn't there! JMHO

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    3. KIt, I think you are probably correct but not necessarily. She could have been harmed elsewhere and brought into the house bleeding. Tho that would still leave the Ayla not in the basement statement to explain.


      She could have been harmed elsewhere and the perpetrator could have come into the house soaked in blood and dropped blood-soaked clothes by Justin's bed...

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    4. John P, good points.

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  26. Micky,
    Honey when you put anything out on the internet via f.b. or any other social network you can expect NO privacy. Everything you post is up for grabs. You can threaten to sue, you can threaten to hold your breath, and you can go to your secret little group and bitch and moan until your fingers bleed. It changes nothing. You're a grown up. You put your thoughts out there for anyone who is computer savvy to see. Get over yourself and move on, after all, your proud of your thoughts and feelings, proud enough to post them up. Now put your nog girl panties on and MOVE on.

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  27. Mickey (SeekingtheTruth Lies blogger) is just sick of all of hear names being taken! I mean, she was furious when I started copying her name and had her go on name-changing extrvaganza, changing names twice in one day sometimes..oh, plus her 20 other trolls and ANON's.

    You are one dumb c65t.

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  28. ITA VTLady. There are plenty of things that not everyone agrees on, especially the dhhs involvement. No one is bashed or banned for having a different opinion. People have tried NICELY to explain why the "Trista Kidnapping" theory is just not possible, countless amount of times. Any "attacks" coming from anyone here or SA are what would be considered self defense; the attacking does not originate from here or SA.

    Also, I'd love to know when exactly Justin changed his mind that Trista kidnapped Ayla, after he spoke to a kidnapper who is "not her parent". When and who pushed that on him? Was it his own idea? He was so afraid for the truth to come out, he had to take the focus off himself? Maybe people were/are getting close.

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    1. I think that he senses LE is getting tooooo close. Why else would they release certain information through the Maternal family? Justin knows the LE is very close.

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  29. Why do I get the feeling that the original plan was to hide Ayla in Portland so Trista would be blamed but something went wrong and Ayla is in or near Watervillle? Did Trista's filing screw up the game for him? Did he really think nobody would find out about the LIP? Wow , he has got to be one of the dumbest people ever birthed.

    Please God Bring Ayla home today!

    (why has justin never posted something like that?

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  30. Usually someone will post the news vidio or a link to the vidio or written report of the press release quite quickly after it is televised. Some TV sites have a live feed. I never have luck with posting links for some reason, a bit computer illiterate! i think if you mention this to Jeff he may be able to post the link. if i find which station is to broadcast I will let you know or maybe someone here allready has that info.

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    1. Please do let us know Chicky!

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    2. Jeff says that it has been delayed and that we will not hear anything untill the 6 or 11 o'clock news.

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  31. Justina has probably wet and shat himself 20x so far today. He probably has no clean drawers left! I just hope he doesn't take the cowards way out. I want him to have to ADMIT his sins. He is probably figuring out who she should try and finger. His had been up HT's skirt for months.

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    1. I know I shouldn't say this, but after the interview and the way she dictates the way people are to think on TLLOM, I don't think HT wears skirts. She obviously wears the pants in that house. I wonder what that leaves for the others? My bad, it was wrong for me to go there!

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    2. It's okay, we all are angry and upset and frustrated and a bit of that has to come out from time to time. :-)

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    3. That's what I was thinking too. Besides, it gave me a little laugh while I was typing.

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  32. hehe I have the the theme song for "Rawhide" stuck in my head...probably won't go away till 240ish...

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  33. I know some won't understand but I don't think this was a wise idea, or the right thing to do.
    It honestly doesn't do a thing in helping Ayla.
    Of course that's just my opinion.

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    1. And that is what distinguishes this site and others from TLLOM. You have the right to voice your opinion!

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  34. ANON's seem to be launching one, last, feeble attempt at diversion! Typical.. "No, don't watch the press conference, it won't mean anything".. Like all the other facts you hideous beasts conveniently choose to ignore. I hope you are one of their crew and I am getting to blog with you before you are led to jail as well. What will you do as your hero is led away in cuffs?

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  35. Wouldn't it be just like the DIPcrew to see the police presser announcing the finding of remains and they point to the Hailey D. case and say maybe they aren't hers? That will only by them a day.

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  36. Mellissa White is another internet troll blocked by hundreds of people on FB. Doesn't surprise me in the least, her priority is not Ayla, but "starting fires." Filthy hag you are Mellissa, to take care of your kids for once or you'll get reported to LE just like your cult leader lol.

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  37. It would certainly be wonderful if LE is able to announce they have recovered Ayla, at their 2:30PM presser, BUT...
    I have a feeling it was ORIGINALLY planned only in order to strategically release more information, designed to make the W-4 squirm!

    I'm not OVERLY hopeful that today's search will yield major results..

    UNLESS someone has (finally!)talked, and disclosed a specific location of Ayla's remains, ahead of LE's planned "search".

    If so, the SAR team's function was, therefore, less "search" and more to "recovery", in today's effort.
    JMO/MOO

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  38. It might just be a status update.
    The weather has changed,the list of places they wanted to search might be available.
    Another appeal to the public.
    Anything is good esp if CNN picks up on it.
    What bugs me is that Justin, Courtney,Elisha and Phoebe, who last saw her or were with her, their pix are not widely published. or even a call out with the pix of their vehicles. That bunch can't keep living like they are in Heidi's Witness Protection Program staffed by Angela Harry and Aunt Selena.

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  39. TLLOM?

    Silly. Very silly.

    Perhaps LE has been observing an area and it has been cordoned off, and once JD discovered that he had to kick in again with diversionary tactics such as these harassing texts to TR.
    (so sorry Trista!)

    What station is covering this News Conference?

    Im in LA and need to catch it on my laptop?

    Can not wait.

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  40. Anon @ 11:27
    Its a frightening trend in quite a few if these "missing" baby cases.
    Jesshye Shockley, Hailey Dunn, Aliayah Lunsford, Sky Metalwala, Lisa Irwin, Kate Phillips and Ayla.
    They are missing from where they should be, the parent(s) are the last people too see them, lots of circumstantial evidence pointing towards *someone* lying, and they are all still missing.
    Nobody is in jail or being questioned until they crack.
    Only in Baby Kates story is there someone in jail. Her daddy. And he is charged with parental kidnapping and unlawful confinement.
    Kate is still missing tho.
    I dont understand why the parent(s) are not forced to speak or be held for questioning, especially the ones who are not lawyered up.
    They all seem to be in a Suspect Protection Service Program sponsored by some "go against the masses, self proclaimed martyrs for justice people."

    Heidi, Angela, please ask Justin WHERE Is AYLA, please.

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  41. On the banks of the Messalonskee Stream, volunteer searchers located the skeletal remains of a man whom investigators believe to be Steven Brandon, 53, a Waterville resident who has been missing since Feb. 2004.

    Police do not believe foul play was involved in his death, according to Department of Public Safety Spokesman Steve McCausland.

    http://www.pressherald.com/news/Search-renewed-this-morning-for-Ayla-Reynolds.html?cmpid=breaking-news-box

    WHERE IS AYLA???

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  42. McCausland also said that communication with the three adults who were in the home with Ayla on the night before she was reported missing has “basically stopped.” Those adults are Ayla’s father Justin DiPietro, his girlfriend Courtney Roberts of Portland and his sister Elisha DiPietro.

    http://www.pressherald.com/news/Search-renewed-this-morning-for-Ayla-Reynolds.html?cmpid=breaking-news-box

    WHERE IS AYLA???

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    1. Didn't I see somewhere that HT was quoted as saying that Justin is continuing to provide answers to police. Or was it hiden somewhere in this blog that I can no longer. idk but, this reinfirces that the W4 know a whole lot more than they are willing to say. Come out of hiding and do the right thing!

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    2. I would think that is Justin is sharing infomation with ANYONE and that person or persons wuld be obligated to tell LE ? Would that be called obsruction of Justice if they did not. Short of an outright confession small things can mean alot when pieced together. I think they may be called in for questioning at some point so it has probably been helpfull from those who have copied conversations from their page.

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  43. It was also reported in the same article that "An undisclosed amount of Ayla's blood was found in the partially finished basement that DiPietro used as his bedroom". Does this qualify as police verifying the blood found was in the bedroom or just somewhere in the basement? I don't know how to read this, and the press release was not distributed live out here.

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    1. Actually, Jeff Hanson clarified this, during just the last day or two, on A4A blogsite:

      The "more than 1 cup" of Ayla's blood was found, not ONLY in the DiPs' basement...
      It was found spilled on the floor beside Justin's BED.

      I think I actually felt *better* about it, when operating under the misconception, that investigators had found the blood pooled at the bottom of the basement steps!

      Poor Ayla.
      :'(

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    2. Thanks VT, now the commentors on TLLOM and JSTL can't say it is just Jeffs word. Now it has been verified!!!

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  44. I like to read here. As for the AH Cultists info, I say keep it coming! Sure beats the pants off of Miss Lies over there.

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  45. The size reduction in possible suspects is telling.


    Stranger = 7,000,000,000

    Family = 50 - 100

    Trista - 1

    Finally it is Trista did in the basement beside the bed using JD's hands.

    On the up side.
    The searchers did locate the remains of a missing person so we can put our faith in the dogs picking up the scent and finding Ayla if they get anywhere near close enough.

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  46. The searchers didnt find anything that has to do with Ayla today,but they did find the body of a missing man from Waterville,who has been missing since 2004.The kennebec Journal has a new article on the search.

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  47. Good Golly, its about Ayla not Justin. I hope you TLLOM admin and supporters cant sleep at night! Why are people supporting this bogus page? Who cares what they say, its a lie and close minded and about their EGO"S!

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  48. From Jill Taft on TLLOM:

    The only thing I really wanted to point out about this is that sometimes we let our emotions take over so much that we could potentially ignore something big in front of our faces. Some of the very people who claim we are Justin supporters and Justin backers are doing the same exact thing with Trista. If it were that cut an dry, someone would have been arrested long ago. We're not high school rivals..and this is a whole different kind of homecoming. One thing it is not, is a game. I hope whoever is poking their heads in and out of this board will soak this in a little bit. There's really no better way for me to say this..and it is not directed at any person or group in particular. If you're reading this, whether it be first hand, or because it's been copied and pasted...It is time to grow the fuck up, put all of the bullshit aside and work together, rather than against each other. This goes for EVERY single group who is trying to find Ayla..including the one I am posting this in. It doesn't matter who you think did it, whatever 'it' is..who your friends are..who your mom works with..who looks guilty..who looks sincere..who isnt talking..who is talking too much..whatever is on your thinker, get rid of it. Unless you want to look into Ayla's eyes and apologize that it took so long to find her, because you couldn't play well with others. That isn't something I would like to do, let's get her home first..and worry about the details later

    My Question for Jill.......

    ~~~(Well Jill, if you truly believe that, you also have to accept the possibility that Ayla may have met with foul play and may not be with us any longer. Can you do that Jill? In the interest of finding the TRUTH about what happened to Ayla? I can believe she is alive and follow all leads that may take us in that direction, can you do the opposite? Can you come out from the closed group and work with others who are trying to help find out what happened to Ayla? How is it you expect all of us to work together, when your group is closed and not accessible to everyone? Enlighten us!)~~~

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    1. I do Not Know How Over One cup of BLood is next to My BedMarch 24, 2012 at 9:25 PM

      Jill your theory is that everyone must look at Justin as innocent in Ayla's demise. FACTS from LE show this is not possible. Not just WPD, not just state police, but the FBI find Justin as lying. It's really cute that you want to to spin all three agencies and all the officials involved as being too stupid because they don't trust and believe Justin on his word, but there are facts involved in this case too. LE has FACTS that lead them to say the W5 are lying and that the w3 are witholding informromtion. LE has stated there was NO ABDUCTION at Violette ave. Based on those facts alone, why DO YOU BELIEVE JUSTIN IS INNOCENT? Let's chat about the blood. I don't care if one, two, three or four TINY circles of blood drops were circuled on JUstins floor nexxt to his bed... I care about the EXTRA BLOOD SHOWN WITH LUMINOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why not spin that too? Clearly there was more than 1 to four drops of blood shown by the luminol, can you comment that lol???? And please, please spare us the bs about your kids spilling blood all over your houses because most of us have kids too and they haven't LOST OVER ONE CUP OF BLOOD. If they did, WE CAN REMEMBER HOW AND WHY IT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lastly, why did Justin say from go that someone he knew stole Ayla, but it was someone that was not her parent? HUH???????????????????

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  49. The Iron Horseman Took HerMarch 24, 2012 at 10:01 PM

    There is only hearsay from a biased source claiming that there was a cup of blood. No proof whatsoever. Provide proof that there was a cup of blood. Facts are established by proof, not hearsay.

    This is all about trying to direct the heat away from the real culprit--the wacko mother who has the baby hidden.

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    1. Every time a new piece of information hits the news, people like you (DiP Supporters if you will) try to minimize it until LE verifies it. Well
      they verified the LIP,
      they verified the lies,
      they verified the non-cooperation,
      and they have verified the blood in JDiPs bedroom. They will wait a few days and verify the amount as well. When will you wise up and stop trying to disprove one piece at a time instead of looking at the overall picture. One of the W5 did something to Ayla and another one of the W5 will roll eventually.

      And BTW, there is no need to direct the heat away from Trista, your client has drawn ALL the heat towards himself!
      I mean the wacko dad was in the house,
      he had custody at the time,
      the blood was beside his bed regardless of the amount,
      he broke her arm,
      he hurt her leg,
      do you want me to keep going or are you just that braindead not to see the outcome???

      I don't know why I responded to this, this tactic is nothing more the a JDiP Troll "starting a fire"! Guess what idiot, it didn't work, again!!

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    2. I think that the fact that LE is not disputing the amount of blood that the public has heard about is very telling. I believe that if the amount of blood was of no concern to them they would have let the public know that if in fact it was a lesser amount. The truth can often be heard without a sound. A tree falls in the forest but no one hears a sound.

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  50. There seems to be a lot of pathetic, middle aged women starving for attention on the Dip side. I wouldn't copy and paste anything these creeps have to say. It is exactly what they want. What kind of sick individual uses a missing child to put themselves in the spotlight? A social outcast with way too much time on their hands. I don't know if I should despise these people or feel sorry for them. A person must have a very empty life to spend their time doing what these women do. It's okay though. They are out numbered and at the end of the day their psychotic ramblings mean absolutely nothing. The truth will come out eventually and they all can can create a blog to cry about their knight in shining armor being in jail where he belongs. Get the tissues ready ladies.

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  51. LOL...................... sure Trista is the culprit now? Why didn't Justin call her out from go? Why doesn't JUSTIN CALL HER OUT now????LMAO.... I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO SLEEP TONIGHT LAUGHING AT THE STUPIDITY OF YOUR COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!

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    1. "Why didn't Justin call her out from go? Why doesn't JUSTIN CALL HER OUT now????"
      *******************************************

      Because:
      There was no NEED for Justin to call out Trista from the go.

      It was only AFTER he realized no one was buying his BS "stranger-abduction" scenario,
      that he needed to LOUDLY proclaim that he "WASN'T going to accuse anyone"
      [while jumping up and down and pointing at a large picture of Trista Reynolds]

      See how that works??
      ;)

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  52. I wish that I could ask Angela and Heidi one question....if you're truly doing everything you can to help bring Ayla home, have you been encouraging (strongly) that Justin, Phoebe, Elisha and Courtney speak with LE and give them all the information they have? Why would any of them halt all communication with LE? That defies logic....if anyone has the resources and manpower to bring Buggie home, it would be LE. Why would they withhold ANYTHING? I can almost hear Angela now...Justin HAS told LE everything he knows!! If that were true, LE WOULD NOT repeatedly say that they believe that the adults in that house that were the last to see Ayla are not being forthcoming with everything they know. They have absolutely NOTHING to gain by saying that.

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  53. I read this blog daily and posted information weeks ago on JSTL ( so i read that too) when I thought people didn't know what they were talking about regarding how DHHS works. My opinion is that if there was truly a cupful of blood in Justin's we can be assured that Ayla was harmed, perhaps mortally, by someone in that house.

    I WANT to believe that one parent or the other has Ayla hidden but I don't see evidence that Tristas family could pull this off and they seem genuinely hurt by the loss of her. Having said that, none of us knows for sure what really happened and I do think it's important that we explore every scenario.

    Signed: birdlady

    I am glad that there are people who are able to post if any new information appears on TTLOM but posting insults back and forth between boards seems like we are getting away from the point. This is a dramatic enough situation without the fighting between those who express concern about Ayla.

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  54. OMG those people are nuts! I just can't even believe it....UGH!!

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    1. yes we now know what the oddities were in the house Phoebe talked about,it was her family

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  55. Was there a press conference today?? If not, does anyone know why not?

    I was hoping for this nightmare to come to an end today and for the wheels of justice to start turning for Ayla.

    Praying for Ayla, Trista and their family.

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    On the banks of the Messalonskee Stream, volunteer searchers located the skeletal remains of a man whom investigators believe to be Steven Brandon, 53, a Waterville resident who has been missing since Feb. 2004.

    Police do not believe foul play was involved in his death, according to Department of Public Safety Spokesman Steve McCausland.

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    I wonder why it took 8 years to accidently find this guy? His skeletal remains found on the banks of the stream. Is that area never usually visited by people? I wonder if there's any info out there about his case (I didn't look yet), I wonder if there were any searches for him back then. That must have been shocking to whoever found his remains...

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    1. Thats right,he said it isnt about Trista and I it is about Ayla.He Didnt come out and accuse her right away because he knew no one would believe it.Until he had no choice.And they only blame her on blogs ,not in the media at all.Why would any parent do that if they truly thought the other parent had their child,first thing he would have done is try to meet with her and talk.He never even tried to talk to her in person.He avoided her.And attacked her in Blogs.

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  56. Where the hell do they find the time to write all that crap....the one lady mentioned her blackberry being attached and Selena said she visits the blogs like she would church!! NUTS, I tell ya! I pray to God they find that baby soon so those nuts can see the truth! Somebody connected to the dip family is responsible for this baby not being here anymore!!!

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  57. yes the press conference is on WMTW.http://www.wmtw.com/news/maine/Police-discuss-search-for-Ayla-Reynolds/-/8792012/9694658/-/ob97ks/-/index.html

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  58. On the revamped TTLOM website, there's a photo of Ayla with Ayden in pjs that doesn't appear to have been taken in the DiPietro house (different sofa). Courtney's?

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  59. "Please NOTE that these pictures belong to Ayla's Paternal family, and that they are NOT allowed to be downloaded for PERSONAL use. See this page for copyright statment.
    They are licensed for this website and for use by other missing children's foundations. If found being used elsewhere without permission we will pursue legal action."

    © Copyright 2012. Angela Harry. All rights reserved.

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    Every time I run across one of Angela Harry's empty © infringement threats,
    I think of that episode of "The Office" where Steve Carell's character decides to go around "declaring" bankruptcy..as if simply STATING it makes it SO.
    :D

    I love how Angela ALSO seems to believe that she can assert copyrights on behalf of 3rd parties (Ayla's PATERNAL family).

    What A Simpleton©.

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    1. VT Lady, that is because YOU have a brain. Angela thinks if she "says" it, it is so! She didn't even come up with the copyright idea, another member of the TLLOM did that, even wrote the disclaimer for Angela. LOL I was laughing out loud reading how they were copyrighting images that had already been shared publicly on the internet. Not only shared, but the person who shared them publicly stated they could be used by anyone.

      Hey Angela, how is that 501c3 coming that you keep telling people that you are starting so that you can take donations? I see you have a .org, but anyone can buy one of those!

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    2. The pics are not even hers!!! WOW!! She thinks she is God of the Dipietros and yes, they bow to her. How wonderfully warm and cozy she must feel inside. I guess this is her, "drug of choice".

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    3. Is this possibly a ploy because she thinks that LE will not be able to use these pics in a court of law when the inevitable arrest is made?

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  60. Wow, that's pretty sad. The pictures belong to Ayla's PATERNAL family. So if Trista wanted to copy them, have them, use them, she's not supposed to/can't, according to AH?

    Great job Ang! Way to keep Ayla's face out there! You're doing an awesome job of keepin Ayla's name and face in the public view!

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  61. WOW!!!!

    I had no idea when I was commenting with Connie earlier, just how badly AH and HT have to be the center of the spotlight!!!! They post on TLLOM that "We will keep the light of hope shining bright until this sweet baby girl is found. This page is for prayers, messages of hope, coming up with ideas to help find Ayla or spread awareness of her case." This is a direct quote from a Proud Member of TLLOM earlier on this blog. Way to prove your point AH by "copyrighting the photo" (which you have no legal standing to do) and threating actions against others who may use the photo (Again no legal standing)! I really don't know which lady AH or HT has the bigger ego and appetite for attention. What even blows my mind more is people on TLLOM actually can not see through thier Bull Shit!!!!

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  62. I think that with the internet and public posting you acknowledge that ur taking a risk that others can and will use those pics and your words. Once you put things on the internet they are no longer "safe" that is why there is so much warning out there to teens especially...if you dont want others to see it or know dont put it on the internet privately or publicly there are ways for anything to become public that is a risk you take..but i can assure if anyone claims rights to my childs picture and they are not the other parent they prob will not be able to walk or speak for while after the beating i throw them. Thats just me and prob more than half of new york! also to take people to court cost money especially for this.also the current wait time to register to copyright is 3 months by efile and 10 by mail..also it will be very hard to copyright pictures of a child who is not your own and is still missing and met with foul play by someone in that home all these things have to be proven! it takes time money and investigating. i hope justin isnt wasting time and money getting copyrights on photos instead of working with law officials to find his baby.. Its not a crime to post pics and ask for prayers or show a happy baby or sad baby but murder missing children and covering up lies that is a crime. Pick yur battles really you look foolish and sick complaining about pics when you should be telling the 3 people in that home to confess...

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  63. TLLOM Anon MemberMarch 25, 2012 at 8:26 PM

    I am a member of the TLLOM group. I've never met Trista, Justin, Courtney, Elisha, Angela, Heidi or anyone else in this case. I learned about Ayla through FB postings when she went missing. I'm originally from Maine but moved out of state 12 years ago. I was born in Waterville and from birth to 3 years old I lived a couple of streets over from Violet Ave. It was this connection that initially drew my interest to the case. Other than that I have no real connection to the case. I initially followed the case via Google searches and by 'liking' a few pages that said they were dedicated to finding Ayla. It didn't take long for me to become upset when reading the posts on FB pages because they rarely seemed directed towards finding Ayla but were just personal attacks against people labeled as "Dipietro supporters". I don't know what happened to that poor little girl, I've never pretended to know. What I believe is that regardless of what the truth is Justin was convicted via social media within days of reporting Ayla missing. Both sides of this family - the Dipietros and the Reynolds have been dragged through the mud and I really believe that none of them ever asked for this. Maybe one or more of them had something to do with her missing - but until the LE tells me so I am not sure. I do know that I posted questions - not accusations on various pages and was always attacked for my questions. I stopped posting, and often stopped reading the pages. When TLLOM made their group private I sent a request to join. I would read many of the posts but rarely participate. One day I decided to post and part of my post point blank stated that I don't think Trista was responsible. I received so much positive feedback and responses that I have become a more regular poster. But I still often hold back, wondering and fearing if someone will take my words and twist them against me- attacking me personally and looking into my life - because I have seen that happen to so many others. More important than any of the things I've ever posted are the incredibly frequent posts about Ayla - posters and where to distribute them, people asking what they can do to help, people talking about getting her name out, people praying for her. I think that they are actively working on keeping Ayla's name in public and making sure people are looking for her. I may not know anyone in this case, but I'm happy to have a place to look for updates without feeling like anyone is going to jump down my throat. My opinion about TLLOM is in the minority here, but I wanted to put it out there. They aren't bad just because they have a different point of view. Keep Ayla's name out there. I hope she is found safe, and soon.

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  64. I often get post to come see this Blog I am not opposed to other's thought's I Just wish people could just get along for the sake of One Child and her name is AYLA BELL REYNOLDS she deserves to have that. Put the negative aside and use our energy and efforts together to do just that.But I guess that wouldnt be Human now would It? Praying and Love for AYLA

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  65. Well one everyone needs to open there eyes because justin is julity i dont care what people say n lLe knows it to i was at the press conference on saturday n they was saying all three of them know more then they are saying. And who ever said there was no search starting at thomas college it was just a rumor is a lier there was a group of people that went there that wanted to help with the search. As soon as everyone gets it through there thick head justin did something to that little angel the better off it would be i am sry u dont go all night without checking on ur child n change story on last time u seen her when u put her two bed. It would be better if justin would be a man not a boy n say where little Ayla is so she can come home to the reyonalds family where she belong. And u dont wait a week or so before u take ur child to the dtrs for a broken arm then miss the follow up. Get real people juston needs to be locked up n everyone else who was in that house until they say where Ayla is. I am on thrisia saide n always will at least she pleads for her daughter n does not hide like justin does he does not care that she is missing as long as when the time comes he can get his insurance money.

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  66. I too am a member of TLLOM, I am also a member of other groups. Why? Because I am for Ayla. I have not accused or assumed anyone for Ayla's disappearence nor will I. I am not LE and do not have all the facts. I have seen discrepencies from both sides. I have read multiple blogs bashing one side or the other. With this bashing there has been a lot of name calling. When someone says it about a group that I am in, they are calling me those names too. I don't call you names, and don't feel you should be calling me names. It is a shame that we can't come together as a community and find Ayla. All it is now is fighting among each other. I will believe Ayla is alive and will be found, until LE confirms otherwise. Yes there is a lot of evidence put out to the public, but there is always room for a positive side. If this was my child, I would want people looking for her to bring her home. I would be beside myself if every time I read some thing, some one was saying my child was dead. How is this helping either parent cope with a sad situation in the first place. Everyone has a right to their opinions, A lot of people are in this fight for Ayla, which is what it should be. But there seems to be a lot that just want to start trouble, and rumors to keep it going. I am sorry if I offended anyone, but I am tired of being called names because I want to believe a little girl is alive. Oh and by the way to annonymous who wanted to know how people in TLLOM sleeps at night, I don't sleep that well at night. I wake up a lot and just wonder where Ayla is and if she is safe and warm. So I guess M., I am nuts, right?

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    1. Nicely said. And I agree 100%. I'm glad to be a part of TLLOM.

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  67. AnonymousMar 24, 2012 11:10 AM
    CD, just another loony tunes who is also blocked by most everyone on FB. I love how these people ask what everyone else is doing to help find Ayla. Maybe CD, we are people who read blogs for updates on Ayla and hope to see that Justin and crew are finally arrested so there is peace for Trista. Maybe that is all we care about. In fact, that might be many of us. So to try to illuminate yourselves with that question is just a stupid little SPIN that makes no sense. You're a freak of nature CD and once Justin is arrested, then what? Hmmm?

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  68. Its human nature to pick a side we pick who we feel is more reliable or who we have trust in who we know who we can relate to...so naturally there will be sides...ttlom members have came here expressed how they feel about their site and thats great and then have said why cant people come together but really what they need to be doing is asking the 3 people in that home and their trusted spokes people to answer the questions!they have the answers that will find ayla. why are they not coming together to get these answers from those 3 people. what you need to be asking them is what happen that night where is ayla why the bruises...where is ayla? thats what needs to be asked...they all know its proven and confirmed by police they know more and are not saying, fbi left because there was no kidnapping...fbi the best of the best well trained very smart investigators who deal with this daily said no...i take their word over that of proven drug addicts, dealers and criminals. so yes people will take sides people will feel a certain way towards others based on many things but when one party holds the key to it all and they wont talk they are the ones who need to be questioned and told to do the right thing to bring ayla home.

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  69. GotYaYouSlippedMay 5, 2012 at 2:29 PM

    People were asking earlier who is Mickey Sullivan in all of this...I have one further question...who is Debra Bailey?

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